♥ AMALINA

2009-04-14T06:36:00.000-07:00

elo .
AHAHAHAS !
:D

haha i dont feel yuu the way yuu feel me .
so we cant be happening ya ! :)

080409 ;
hahas woke up today .
sku-ed . etc etc . todays a sleepy day mansxz .
its like , i close my eyes then im already dreaming . lols .
so yah , malay lesson i was EXTREMELY sleepy along with the others .
so like first period everyone shut down .
thn second period then everyone wake up cuz cikgu asking qns .
so gyeahs , i got one of da qns right .
actually i got around three qns right . like , only me . cool huh .
HAHAHA ! kay , whatever .
afta malay , klaz locked . so went down recess with bag . -.-!
thn science .
at recess , XiangLi handed me da MORF File and Attendance Book .
haha cool ahh . i become temp. secretary . feeling secretary siaa .
everyone looking for me for good cause . COOL AH . i wna be secretary .
lol , k nvm . xDD
so , gyeahs , maths was more like a free period . only we had to do maths , duh .
Mrs Ram called those who didnt understand so obviously i went . had to man ! :D
thn Mrs Ram explain ready , thn she asked us one by one , do yuu understand ?
thn when she asked me , i smiled at her and nodded .
& she said , i know your smile is saying "please let me go !"
LOL . so yah . & i rmb last week i slept for da whole two periods cuz she was talking bout Recession .
HAHAH !
then assembly . bla3!~
afta sku bla3!~
thn Nebo-ed . i took this test in Facebook . it is called " How Much Of A Minah Are You ? "
lol results [ quoted exactly ] :
YOU ARE 78% MINAH IN DENIAL .
The Minah Golden Rule : you are only a minah if you deny being one . a malay girl is by default a minah , mana mau lari beb ? you may dress in Zara/Topshop/River Island , you eat at nice restaurants and your room only holds Ikea furniture but once in a while when someone in the train calls you minah , do we hear a , EH PUKIMAK KAU AR ! SIAPA KAU PANGGIL MINAH NI ?
LOLNESS ! diao diao diao . kinda right tho i guess . xD but i dont use dat word arr . i dont like it . xD
& they say im only a minah if i DENY being one . so wad if i dont deny ? IM A MINAH !!!!
HAHAHAHAHA !
dont get it nvm . :D
so gyeahs afta dat saw Daddy . he waiting for Mum . so i follow him wait ahh . i decided to follow em go Mac .
cuz free meal mahhs . if go with friends konfem bayar sendiri kann . :x
gyeahs , anw , i bought Double Choc Frappe and a Choc Chip Muffin .
first sip of da Frappe and i was in heaven . :DD
ahhh then go home .
done . :)

& who the hell do yuu think i am to chase a teacher ? waddaf .
HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY : Thanks so much , Drunk Man . :D

090409 ;
GET TOUGH !.
im losing all money and love .
sku was fine but afta recess i felt so very sick .
throat was killin' and head was just being mean .
hmpfs , so malay-ed , history-ed , art-ed .
art lesson , go toilet 20min siot . too cold , cannot tahan .
homed straightaway .
at home , i slept for about one hour .
woke up and realized i had fever .
waddaf . took two huge Panadols and was okay for awhile .
haix .
rindu siape entah .

100409 ;
woke up and had asthma . however yuu spell it .
waddaf . worser and worser everyday .
couldnt sleep at all .
at 630am , i cannot tahan anymore .
so i forced myself outta bed , went to da toilet .
thn took some water and ate another two huge Panadols in room . HotNebs sleeping until so nice .
thn the two huge Panadols so bitter . so i went out of room to da living room and took a mint .
afta dat da two huge Panadols started to work and i got some sleep . :D !
felt so independent , LOL !
so gyeahs , woke up thn Momma gave me a tiny white pill and a steroid cuz of asthma . wahahas !
sial ahh i hate asthma . cannot breathe sia ! feel like i gonna die ! hmpfs .
thn commed a while thn arond 2plus left for Sengkang .
wahlauu , otw there feel like i was gonna die or somein !
cannot tahan sia . so when reach already i took two huge Panadols AGAIN . haix .
i ate three donuts afta dat . and drank lotsa lotsa lotsa tea .
so yeahs . homed at around 8plus .
reached home , lie down at sofa , fall asleep .
wake up , Momma gave me another typpa Panadol .
it was slightly bigger and was orange . hmm ?
took it and slept . best sleep ive had in these 3 days .
thanks , Panadol FluMax . :D

110409 ;
sorry luvlies .
cant make it todayy .
damn sick . haix .
woke up then got asthma again .
WADDAHELL STOP IT EHH LEEN !
k namind . :D
okay im not gonna talk bout being sick anymore .
imma talk bout LAST Saturday .
when i was going home with Rusyaidi .
we had a conversation . ( duh , takkan nak senyap jerr kann ? -.-! )
yeah , actually i was kinda complaining bout my damn life .
cuz we saw a primary sku friendd and i decided to link her into my life .
like , compare ahh .
and i was like telling him ,
sometimes i think that i would prefer being a guy .
cuz being a guy , its like my life would be free-er .
my life would be funner .
my life would have so many opportunities .
my life would be different .
different from what i am now , right now .
and then he told me , actually being a guy aint dat good .
esp for a girl like me . hahs .
cuz being a guy , yuu can get influenced very easily .
like that time..
oh well .
i still havent had th courage to ask Momma yet .
ill find a way . (:

& so i blogged again due to Atiqa's request .
YAYYYYYYYYYY ~ !

FIGHTING SPIDERS ! :D

2009-04-07T05:04:00.000-07:00

hi ~
:D

im so sorry for not updating for a very long time .
i suppose its because i cant open and see my own blog .
i mean i always see this fvcking blank white screen whenever i open it .
irritating .

kay , whatever .
since Nurul Atiqa can open my blog page ,
i will update this .
so , Atiqa , read and thank me ya .
:D

alright . so , flashback please .
imma mula from 310309 .
fuyooh . long way to go .

so , it was a normal day afta maths and was CE lesson .
JiaFu & Terry were "fighting" with XiangLi .
hahah and then Mrs Nathan came in and XiangLi straightaway said ,
" hello , we are dancing . :D "
LOL LAHH .
& he called the class a lazy sack of fats .
then got somebody terase i think .
:D
HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY : LONELINESS .

010409 !
kena April Fools by Shi Min , Atiqa and Keshini , if im not wrong ?
sial ahh , early morning at hall Shi Min turn to me and said , yuu cannot feel anything meh at your shoulder ?
i look at her and was like , what ?
like freak out siot . i dont even dare to look at my shoulder .
then she saidd , serious cannot feel ? got somein lehh !!
i panic siot , i wanted to scream , GET IT OFF LAHH !
then Sharlene turned and laugh and i was told i was fooled .
i turn to Shi Min and was like , WADDAFUGG !
then continue to read . :D woohoo ~ !
haha at maths , Mrs Ram said when she was in University , da exam asked a dumb qn .
i think it was somein like ,
whos father created the theory of blablabla
then Mrs Ram said she answered , " My Father "
then Terry they all ask why never put " Your Father " ?
lol .
:D
HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY : MF INDIAN DANCE WON SILVER !

030409 !
well , Sports Day .
woke up at 545am ,
showered and dressed up and everything .
left home at 630am , headed to Atiqa's house .
uh-huh . skipped two busses and took da third at 636am .
reached amkhub . everything was like emptyy .
then passed by Mac . saw Devi and friends .
then passed by da streets . saw dat couple .
then reached her house .
texted Mom so dat she knows . i told her " i am officially at Atiqa's house ! Slamat ! "
uh-huh , and then at around seven left for YCK STADIUM .
then sat with Atiqa , Amirah , kak Effa & Kak Juls . :)
then around nine ten {?} , YingZhong called me to come down . running soon . fuyooh , scared uhh scared .
so yah , then i was appointed 5th runner . so , okays . walked to my place .
then not ready yet gun was already shot . siaak !
Claudia screamed , hahaha ! how cute xD
uh-huh , then Terry came running and passed me da baton and was like , RUN RUN RUN !!
so me , being already so touched and inspired and encouraged by da 2D runners , run until i reach my toppest running point !
WE WON SECONDD ! WOOOOOOO ~ !
2 DILIGENT DA BEST !
uh-huh , prizegiving , Nur Syamim won Sports Girl Of The Year !
FUYOOH . yuu rock lahh babe ~ stayy happy ya ! :)
gyeahs , afta everything , me , Atiqa & Mary trained back to amk .
Atiqa & I went to Mac .
yeah , then headed for amkhub . walk walk walk walk walk until 1+ .
Mom kept texting asking where i am and etc .
yeah , THENN Syamim texted asking where we are .
she was at Mac . so Atiqa & I went to Mac to meet up with her ~
we walked out of amkhub .
AND THAT WAS WHEN i saw an amksec guy , with straight-cutted long pants , and black and white specs and spiked hair .
i pointed at him and said to Atiqa ,
omg is dat William ?
hehe , hell yeah it was ~ !
fuyooh . thn waved , he saw but didnt wave back . -.-
so went to Mac to meet up with Mim .
thn he texted , asking me to meet him . hehs .
hesitated , but met in da end .
FUYOOH , SAYER CAIRRR ~ !
talk talk talk , no kiss ? :x
wtv .
Nebo-ed , walked , and bused home .
& dat guy with BO , yuu suck !
:DD
HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY : i luv yuu . till th end . if i could , id like yuu back . but second thoughts , second thoughts . imysm , and i feel that i need yuu . but , these second thoughts seem to make me think that its unrealistic . like , we cant be happening . but , from th bottom of my heart , baby . I Love Yuu . :)

060409 !
Malay Dance cancelled .
Prepaid is low . super duper low .
gyeahs , afta sku , headed to Nebo with Atiqa again .
all my $$ is going down da drain .
Thank Yuu , Nebo .
:D
OH YEAH .
& inspired much uh . mindsets . rules . Me . :)
NUMBER 1 : Im Always Right .
NUMBER 2 : Do Not Smoke .
NUMBER 3 : Do Not Drink .
NUMBER 4 : Do Not Lie . just dont tell th truth .
:DD
HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY : MANU ROCKSXZ ! :DD

070409 !
well , today was a good day .
started kinda shitty actually .
but whatever .
afta sku , i decided i didnt wna go watch SYF .
but thn afta hanging around with Adillah , i decided i wanted to go .
so i go lahhs . ended up okay .
INTERSTING + FUN SIULSXZ !
like seriously !
first up was Yuying Sec .
okay uhh , they super enthu .
EWAHH ~ AMBOI ~ PRRR ~ !
LOL , k stop it .
next was , uh , Teck Whye Sec . okay uh .
then Changkat Changi Sec . okay also , not bad .
then , Deyi Sec , i think ? heheh , i know some of most of them . fuyooh , baik uh they all ! xDD
hehs , yeah , then i forgot wad sku but then there was Si Ling Sec .
NICE SIOT ! like , seriously , the rentak and all . fab .
then theres Raffles' Girls . heheh , damn cute siak they ! use sword and shield . super creative . i like . :D
then St Margaret or somein . starting all slow2 . but then damn interesting . nice uh nice !
then YCKSS . hahas , shiokk sia . but there wasnt much BOOM ! yknow ? like they always have had . hmpf . but goooood lahh :D
LAST BUT NOT LEAST , MY FAVORITE FAVORITE FAVORITE !
HAI SING CATHOLIC SCHOOL !
LIKE FUYOOH AHH !
LIKE SERIOUSLY DAMN NICE THAT I HAVE TO CAP THESE WORDS ! :DD
ITS LIKE THEY HAVE THIS STRIKING BLACK AND GOLD OUTFITS .
PANTS BLACK , GOLD KEBAYA-LIKE TOPS AND BLACK CORSETS .
FUYOOH , DAMN NICE AHH !
THEN THEY USE THESE GOTHIC-ISH PAYUNGS !
THEN THEY CLIMB ON DA GUY !
AND ALL !
CONFIRM GOLD W/HONORS AHH !
I SUPPORT YUU ! YAYYY ~ !
OH YAH , DA SONG WAS CALLED " GEMPAK SELANGKAH " .
DAMN SHIOK ! LUV LUV ! :DD
kay , so yah . dats all .
& i went there w/o any sec2s .
fvcking sian lahhs . anyway they missed out alot so yah .
thanks Adillah . she even shared her mp3 with me as she noticed dat i was lonely in da bus .
thanks ya ! :)
oh .
1 MONTH FROM NOW .
will be William's birthday .
HAHAHA ! so ? :D
rindu ah .
HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY : STANDARD KAMI HARUS NAIK ! :D

k slamat ~
oh yah . last . poem . pathetic uhh . but i loike it . thought of it in da bus back .

Maybe im influenced ,
Maybe im not ,
And maybe i would change ,
If from yuu i get caught .

But what wrong have i done ?
Whats wrong with friends ?
So what , i luv dance ?
And what else can i cant ?

Whatever I Like . :]

CAMP BBY ! :D

2009-03-30T05:47:00.000-07:00

hello hello !
im finally back after a very loooooooooooooong time gyeahs .
kay , so was at camp . it rocks . rocks hell lot !
rocks soo much dat i wanted it to be longer .
xDD
okay , lets just get on with it ya .
& heres da cover of da campbook ya !

1st Day ;
headed for sku and everything .
left for CostaSandsPasirRis [ CSPR ] .
we met our trainers .
each class had two trainers .
we had Trainer Freez & Joel .
& then da class had to split into two .
so , yeah , didnt get to be with Keshini .
BUT i had Tainer Freez yo ~ !
first thing we did was introductions .
then group name .
i suggested D'Freez .
D for Diligent , Freez for T. Freez . :]
& we used datt .
so made cheer and flagg , and then lunch .
Chicken Rice . wasnt dat good .
so yah , toilet breaked .
Atiqa got Trainer Arck . haha .
yeah paired up with Sharlene . :DD
afta dat , we went for Low Elements .
first up was da Nitro Crossing .
i didnt get to cross it as we hadnt much time .
Next was da Giant Finger .
and then it was da Spider Web thingy ,
where we carried each other .
kinda freakyy when we kena carry , but was okay . LOL .
drank lotsa plain water .
we spent a total of like , 3 hours playing those games ?
& then we had to seek shelter , which was in front of the Chalets , haha .
another toilet break .
then we went back to da Marquee .
explanations , & we were off to pitch our tents .
was decided dat i sleep with Keshini , Sheila , Sin Yei , Aik Kein and Yi Xuan . :D
afta tent pitching we had our Dinner .
& then da Night Confidence Challenge . WOO ~ !
paired up with buddy , Sharlene . :D
was already around nine plus , reached holding area .
talked talked talked , went to da waiting area in front of da Night Walk place .
got alot mats haha .
yeah , Night Walk , 4 people tgt go walk .
my group had ;
Sharlene , Jia Fu , Masri & Me .
i had to hold Jia Fu's shoulders and Sharlene had to hold Masri's .
ahahahahas ! i know ~
it was kinda scary , its like i was squeezing JiaFu's shoulders and asking him to walk faster xpp
sorreh . :D
kinda freaked out , but Masri was saying to da "ghosts" , "dont cry ~ later i send yu home okays ?"
hahaha , yeah got out and waited and went to shower .
Jia Fu was like asking me bout if w knows those mats .
& asked if i knew da songg .
im like , im not in dat group , how would i know ?
hahas and he made da 360 degree arm thingy . -.-!
yeah , didnt get to shower . just washed up , changed and then had supper wrote NYAA and slept . :)
oh , heres da schedule for da day . :]

2nd Day ;
woke up at six forty five and washed up .
had breakfast [ some beehoon noodles or somein ? ] and then went for SPAR .
SP Amazing Race .
first clue ran to da gym thingy place .
Human Entaglement .
next clue was at BBQ Pit 23 . :D
some other activities , and then supposed to go to a restaurant but was held back so we played truth or dare .
THENN , we hadd to go to a wedding place with Atiqa's group , Misty Blue .
hahaha ! [ kind of an inside joke xp ]
played two games , sat beside her .
fun . i realized dat in this game , my time with my fav peeps were finally equalized . it was really really great . :]
yeah , and we had to go back , for lunch .
LUNCH ; OUTDOOR COOKING .
cooked Maggi Mee w/Sharlene :DD
hahas , fun and quite funny . lols .
& was extremely yummy and filling .
like , finally a taste of good food . xpp
uh-huh , washed stuffsxz and went for High Elements .
haha fun sia , i did da Broken Bridge .
da instructor , Hamdster [ ? ] was friendly .
but when it was my turn i was kinda shakingg .
my helmet kept on wanting to fall off my headdd !
and i had to like try to put it in da correct position too many a time .
& da best thing was i heard my peeps cheering fer me . WAHAHHAS !
i heard Atiqa shouting somein like "AMALINA ! GO GIRL ! WE LOVEEE YOU !"
wanted to shout back but was like so shaky already scared i fall HAHAH .
but , of course , i didnt . :D
made it thru , and when i reached da ending point and wanted to go down , da rope was like damn tight .
and da instructor looked at me from below and said "eh ! you reach already ?! good !"
i was like , "-.-! LET ME DOWNN !!"
so i climbed down and he said i could let go if i wanted to . i didnt reply and kept climbing . and he said , "okay , dont want ."
hahas , so yeah , cool uhh . wasnt feling dat scared , i just plucked up da courage and went to da group who was confident .
i was surprised but i forced myself and i didnt think of any fear . yay Leen ! :DD
so yeah , cheered for other peeps .
Masri climbed da other one .
& when he reached da very top of da pole thingy , we all sang him a happy birthday song .
idk how many times we sang it to him already , but yeah .
he was all , thank you im very touched . LOL .
so he countdown-ed from five to one and then he JUMPED .
&& HE CAUGHT THE HANGING THING !
HE WAS DA VERY FIRST !
THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS FOR MASRI ! HIPHIP HOORAAY ! HIPHIP HOORAAY ! HIPHIP HOORAAY !
yeah next was Jia Fu .
HE CAUGHT DAT HANGING THING TOO !
THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS FOR JIAFU ! HIPHIP HOORAAY ! HIPHIP HOORAAY ! HIPHIP HOORAAY !
haha next was Ying Zhong .
funny sia he . he was like scared when he got to da top .
and everytime there was wind he'll be like , " WAIT , WAIT GOT WINDD ! "
LOLLLLLLLLL .
yeah he finally jumped , but he didnt catch dat thing .
well , at least he was brave enough yo ! i totally respect that !
THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS FOR YING ZHONG ! HIPHIP HOORAAY ! HIPHIP HOORAAY ! HIPHIP HOORAAY !
last but not least was Terry .
haha he did pretty good yo , he managed to touch da hanging thing !
THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS FOR TERRY ! HIPHIP HOORAAY ! HIPHIP HOORAAY ! HIPHIP HOORAAY !
haha yeah and then we toilet breaked and then went back to da Marquee . :DD
Dinner , Campfire preparations and then CAMPFIRE !
IT WAS SUPERDUPERULTRA FUNN !
& i was superduperultra HIGH !
I KEPT SCREAMING AND SINGING DA SONGS PLAYED HAHAHAHAHA !
&& when it was our class performance i was somewhere up front and Amirah said i was so smangat do da cheer actions .
LOL LAHH . :DD
but it ended so super fast and i cried . ):
so we showered and then had supper wrote NYAA and slept . :)
everyone was tired .
Atiqa & I said goonight to T. Zee and Fiq .
they said goodnight back and was like , sukerr eh sukerr eh !
HEHE :D
heres da schedule for da day :]

3rd Day ;
woke up late , washed up with Keshini & Atiqa .
had breakfast , Nasi Lemak .
Area Cleaning , dismantle tents .
SP FINALE ;
Prize Presentation .
Best Male Camper : NAIM !
Best Female Camper : CHIA EE !
Best Class : 2I !
& then da Trainers talked to us for all goodbyes .
i cried , like duhh .
IMMA MISS THEM ALL !
esp when T. Freez told us to keep da flag .
((:
CRIED CRIED CRIED !
and then went to da bus and headed for sku .
High-Fived Freez and then left .
haix , reached sku , slacked a while and went back home .
Five texts were waiting for my reply .
Only Five ? hmpf .
one was from William .
two was from Shafiq .
one was from Audi .
one was from Syazwan .
lols . repliedd and then comped .
I MISS FREEZ ZEE FIQ JOEL JENNA JESSICA ARCK AND AND AND ALL DA OTHER TRAINERS ! ):
was still hyper when i reached home .
i hit bed at six thirty in da aftanoon and woke up the next day at seven thirty in da morning . hehe :]
schedule for camp day :]

OH YAH & HERES WAD MY TRAINER , T.FAREEZ WROTE TO ME REGARDS ! HOW CUTE YA ! HEHE ! :DD

alrights dats for my belovedd camp ! :DD IT WAS DA HAPPIEST THREE DAYS OF MY WHOLE DAMN LIFE ! WEEE ~ !

SAT SAT OI ~ !

2009-03-23T05:57:00.000-07:00

today something happened .
HAKIM CAME BACK TO SCHOOL !
WEEEEEEEE ~ !
like , everyone was so surprised and happy .
and his class even clapped and cheered for him when he came back .
haha hes like soo missed . xp
& frankly speaking , hes da nicest mat ive EVER known !
i mean , hes friendly and he doesnt really care how you are and he is hawt .
like , you should know wad i mean if you know him , gyeahs ? :)
& yeah people were like talkingg bout him .
f u y o o ~ !

so yeah school is finally starting to spark up abit again .
:D
new timetables kinda sucky but whatever .
& i luv school .
how it keeps my mind away from crap .
yeah so anyway , in LDEP i fell asleep .
seriously la , it was damn good sleep .
damn good sleep i havent been having for nights and nights not even in my own bedd .
haix .
so yeah then was caught by Mrs Ng . tsk .
Library-ed .
thought we were supposed to go to da theathrette thing .
then all sec3 .
ended up talking to this ahbeng .
hahaha !
so yeah afta sku homed to grab mah wallet .
then went back to sku .
Atiqa left with Diyana to meet Kak Mimyee .
i went lib with Syamim/Amirah . funny siots .
and then we went to Bishan j8 with Syamim Amirah Razilah & Azura .
:D
haha met Razilah da guy dat wna meet her .
FUNNY SIAA DAMN SHY GUY ~ !
-.-!!
then dat guy was with his friend , Faiz .
then wtv wtv wtv , going home ald ,
dat guy go sms Razilah say dat Faiz like me .
HAHAHA !
WADDAF !
so yeah whatever went to take 88 .
and thn i took 165 back home .
so here i am now .
(:

im not ready for camp .
but whatever .

HOLLA ATCHA BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOY !

WILL.I.AM DROP THE BEAT NOW ~ !

2009-03-22T05:03:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE OUR 3rd MONTH .
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY EX !
JUST SO YOU KNOW ,
I DONT CARE WTH THEY SAY MANSXZ !
ily still .
WAHAHAHAHHAS !

okay i have somein to talk bout today .
(:

i know a person , well , a girl [ eew ] who likes to smell her own fart[s] ;
when she wants to shit , she puts her palm on her butt and farts .
& then she smells da fart .
also ,
she used to spread her own saliva own her face as FACIAL when she was young .
shes none other than *[censored]* ;DDDDDDD
& can you believe it ; shes pretty but gross !
But i have to say , thankfully , shes not like dat anymore !
HAHA .

yeah dats it .
im not gonna tell you who , duhh .
xDD
WEEEE ~ !
oh yeah i also wanted to say .
i frankly dont like arranged meetings .
i dont like any arranged stuff uhq .
whn i meet somebody , i prefer it to be coincidental .
you know ?
like i dont like people to say ,
meet me here at this time .
i like happy accidental meetings and stuff ?
k dat sounds wrong ahh .
but who cares .
i do not like arranged stuffs .
(:

tag reply {s} ;

to NaNaPeNdEQQ - hahas , ouhkay . haix , im bersabar-ing . haha yes im filling up my bloody time with dance and rock . YAY ! :D
to AtiqaDEYHH - uh okaee . only in ONE picture . WAHAHAHAS ! xD

HOLLA ATCHA BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOY !

Rusyaidi & Fyrzana ; Cherish . Be Happy . :]

2009-03-21T06:40:00.000-07:00

yo balls ! :DD

so you get your friends
and ill get my friends
and we can be friends
do this every weekend

WAHAHAHAHAS !
dats da hustle dance .
xDD

kae so basically i woke up today for i dont know what .
Camps getting nearer and nearer .
idk whether i should be like , excited or whatever .
hm .
had dance ytd @ Nan Hua High .
quite okay , did soo much better .
we're doing da finale for da opening as well .
cool huh xD
hehs , so yeah when we reached mf we hit da coffeeshop as usual .
DAT REMA LOOKALIKE KEPT STARING AT US AND FOLLOWED WHERE ME AND ATIQA WERE GOING !
HE EVEN SMILED AT ME !
WADDAFUGG !
HE IS SO DAMN FREAKY !
hahaha !
" KAW JANGAN STEP AHH RAMBOT DA LA TIPIS ! "
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAS !
soo funny .
so yeah walked back .

hahaha !
cheap bitches and whores .
WHATEVER LAHH EHH .
bofodofu ?
:D
WAHAHAHAS SIAAAAAAAAAAK NYERRRRR !

kae , Cheers , hehe . :D

tag reply { s }

Nadia2sexaY - HAHAHA ! uhm , sure ? xp
Sharmini - HELLO ! OKAAY ! xD
E'zzati! - lol . thanks ehh ! HAHAHA !
Zofy - HAHAHA ! SETANN UHH ! MANU ROCKSXZ ~! xD
Matthew-lover - haha im crap . xD haha dats okaayy !

HOLLA ATCHA BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOY !

Turn Your Swagg On !

windmill for th land .

2009-03-19T06:43:00.000-07:00

heys heys heys .
had ayg todayyy .
damn tiring and i was having cramps .
haiyaa .
th dance thing was kinda cool .
i wna dance some more mansxz .
alright , i posted just so this blog aint dead .
see ya tmr thn .
hopefully ill be okay tmr .
oh yeah , Mum said maybe will be going to jb again Saturday .
yay mansxz .
& aidie , tkmo stress2 uhq .
seriously , i want th old you backk .
cheer up , i know you miss her but ,
sometimes..
haix .
sabar je luh kays .
thanks bro , fer everythingg .
take lotsa care .
Peace .
:D

rindu tu rindu ahq , tp.. :D

HOLLA ATCHA BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOY !

take care ah Leen .

2009-03-17T21:44:00.000-07:00

helu .
post fer yesterday .
flashback please .
:D

& so i woke up at 8am and showered and everything .
when we were ready we left th house .
chased da bus and me & HOTNEBS carried our Chrysanthemums into da bus haha .
so yah , bused all th way to Woodlands , and then took bus 950 to Woodlands Checkpoint .
haha at th passport place , me & hotnebs cant stop laughing .
Beware Of Flapping Doors or somein .
HAHAHA !
thn whn my passport getting stamped also i laughlaughlaugh .
then took bus 950 and continued journey .
and then reached da Malaysian Immigrations place thingy .
AGAIN .
lol th police guy [ guy ] and me [ me ] had a conversation . :D

guy ; Nur Amalina ?
me ; yup !
guy ; tahu siape Nur Amalina ?
me ; huh ? *blank face*
guy ; Amalina , tahu tak ?
me ; huh ? tahu ape ?
guy ; alah , Amalina ~
me ; *turns to HOTNEBS beside me* wad he say ?
*HOTNEBS shrugs*
guy ; tahu tk makna Amalina ?
me ; OHH ~ tahu tahu :DD
guy ; tak tahu ?
me ; tahu ~
guy ; tak tahu tkpe luh .
me ; -.-! ah ah , pape luh .

HAHAHA !
so diaoo !
thn went to eat at Sarabat or wherever .
then walked walked walked .
we went into Action City or somein and i saw this poster of a girl stealing somein .
like , they printed out th whole stealing procedure and pasted it on th wall .
i told hotnebs and she was like ,
busted sak orang yang curik !
lols ~
yeah thn we went to catch a movie .
Jin Hutan .
alot of couples .
th guys dress until to fancy .
hahaha !
anw , th movie was so damn funny & touching & wtf ?
LAWLS !
theres this old man called Pak Su .
& when he introduced himself , he was like , " My name is Pak Su , not PASU ."
HAHAHA ! for those who dno wads PASU it means VASE in malay . lawls .
and everytime this guy asks somein like , " Pak Su , arent you scared ? "
Pak Su will reply saying , " Yeah , yeah . Maybe no ."
HAHA !
yeah th ending i cried with hotnebs .
LOL .
thn shopped like heck .
bought a bag for camp .
and then ate Kenny Rogers .
and shopped .
and then ate Starbucks .
and then we wanted to head home but Daddy asked if i wanted th Vans' shoes .
& i said HELL YEAHSXZ !
so we walked back to Inner City and bought my shoes .
like YAYY !
cant wait !
so yah , we went back home and in th 169 bus from Woodlands to AMK ,
HOTNEBS & i totally zoned out .
saw th Dzuls .
they are so cute haha lol .

HOLLA ATCHA BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOY !

im sick of da latest fashions and everything else .

2009-03-16T06:15:00.000-07:00

i keep checking my phone and all i see is NOTHING .
please help my soul . :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uF1fVmpO5JU

watch that man , it rocks .
Kenneth Nixon , th singer , is mine .
MINE .

been reflecting alot .
my fault , your fault ?
seems like mine .
yes , its my fault .
if you wna know why go ask Atiqa .
she pointed out this .
hahaha i should just move on and follow W's motive in life mansxz .
HAHAHA !
& im in th worst mood ive ever been in for months .
i was okay yesterday but today i just teared hell lot .
haha .
waddaf .
off to jb tmr .

i miss him . much . so much .

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HOLLA ATCHA BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOY !

Happiness is just a teardrop away .

2009-03-15T05:46:00.001-07:00

im not gna pour my feelings out
& im not gonna brag .
but imma this is for you .

i remember on 30 September 2008 i knew you .
i remember 6 October 2008 you called me Sayang for th very first time .
i remember on 7 October 2008 you asked me to be yours .
i remember on 9 November 2008 you left me alone .
i remember on 19 November 2008 you came back to me .
i remember on 23 November 2008 you left again .
& on 22 December 2008 , i remember how i became yours and you became mine .
i remember how you said you'll marry me .
i remember on 22 December 2008 i called you for th first time .
i remember you asked what i would do if you timered me .
i remember you said , i love my girlfriend alot already .
i remember at th night of Christmas , (24 Dec to 25 Dec midnight) , you told me if Santa were to come to your door , you would hug him .
i remember you kissed me thru th phone , lots of times .
i remember all the shit you made me hold up with .
i remember on 15 March 2009 you left me .
One Week before our Third Month .
obviously theres something missing .
go find out yourself .
I Loved You & Im Sorry .
(:

whatever .

hahaha .
so yeah today was a normal day .
normal haha lol .
whatever .
haha Iman asked me to cook for him today .
thn he said if i want then he want .
thn i was like , wad will i get if i cook it ?
thn he replied saying , a full stomach .
haha .
name jer Iman tapi tak tawu sabar .

& ytd in class..haha .
Ustdz. asked us to write down at least 2 things that we've done which is berfaedah .
i said i had training .
and th guys were like , BOLA ?
lol -.-
thn Ustdz. asked a guy .
thn Aidie & Friends said :
Saya rempit sampai basikal saya pancit .
HAHA !
WADDA ~ !
oh , & im not a lesbian haha .
hell no .
:D
sms-ed Aidie .
hes very nice you know .
but i just wish i had th old him .
i told him how dat girl had changed him , totally .
and then he said yup . stupid girl .
okay , i just told Rafi dat Liverpool sucks .
he said ya .
LOL .
imma go off now .

HOLLA ATCHA BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOY !

Menghapuskan Jejakmu . :)

2009-03-15T05:46:00.000-07:00

im not gna pour my feelings out
& im not gonna brag .
but imma this is for you .

i remember on 30 September 2008 i knew you .
i remember 6 October 2008 you called me Sayang for th very first time .
i remember on 7 October 2008 you asked me to be yours .
i remember on 9 November 2008 you left me alone .
i remember on 19 November 2008 you came back to me .
i remember on 23 November 2008 you left again .
& on 22 December 2008 , i remember how i became yours and you became mine .
i remember how you said you'll marry me .
i remember on 22 December 2008 i called you for th first time .
i remember you asked what i would do if you timered me .
i remember you said , i love my girlfriend alot already .
i remember at th night of Christmas , (24 Dec to 25 Dec midnight) , you told me if Santa were to come to your door , you would hug him .
i remember you kissed me thru th phone , lots of times .
i remember all the shit you made me hold up with .
i remember on 15 March 2009 you left me .
One Week before our Third Month .
obviously theres something missing .
go find out yourself .
I Loved You & Im Sorry .
(:

whatever .

hahaha .
so yeah today was a normal day .
normal haha lol .
whatever .
haha Iman asked me to cook for him today .
thn he said if i want then he want .
thn i was like , wad will i get if i cook it ?
thn he replied saying , a full stomach .
haha .
name jer Iman tapi tak tawu sabar .

& ytd in class..haha .
Ustdz. asked us to write down at least 2 things that we've done which is berfaedah .
i said i had training .
and th guys were like , BOLA ?
lol -.-
thn Ustdz. asked a guy .
thn Aidie & Friends said :
Saya rempit sampai basikal saya pancit .
HAHA !
WADDA ~ !
oh , & im not a lesbian haha .
hell no .
:D
sms-ed Aidie .
hes very nice you know .
but i just wish i had th old him .
okay , i just told Rafi dat Liverpool sucks .
he said ya .
LOL .
imma go off now .

HOLLA ATCHA BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOY !

Menghapuskan Jejakmu . :)

2009-03-14T03:58:00.000-07:00

haha forget it already . i dont know what to say , or do . Leave Me Alone . :))

Creep , Motherchud .

2009-03-13T04:13:00.001-07:00

heys .
am now at Sengkang using da lappy .
like yay .
i woke up at 8am today and wasnt late for sku .
how shiok .
thn , aftr sku went here .
:]
watching some funny movie .
lawls .

bby , now its my turn . to not know where we're going , to feel ever so guilty for doing nothing , im really sorry . im preparing myself for th worst to come . just know that it hurts , and i will miss you , so much . & i love you , no other . :)

ooh , & happy Friday the 13th . :]

2009-03-12T04:36:00.000-07:00

yo balls !
:DD
WADDAP !
i woke up today ,
aint late , aint early .
met up w/keshini .
schooled .
lets see wad happened .

yesterday , i also got a priza for th SMS Translation competition .
i got these :

thanks Masri .
youve got your fair share alright .
:D

and today was fine .
schooled and everythinggg .
went to AMK Hub to send Atiqa home .
aftr tht went round AMK Hub w/keshini .
then went back to sku .
kena kacau .
lol , funny sia .
but , damn mean .
in school , saw Amirah at th piano .
talked , sat with her .
haha when we reached , Amirah was like in a state of shock and..fear ?
ahahas !
it was bcuz N & Friends came up to her and said stuff .
lawls , damn cute sia she .
yeah .
and in one of da classes we were talking bout students toilet-smoking in sku .
thn they were saying about th smoke .
thn yz said ,
" just say the shit too hot laa ! "
HAHAHA !
wadda wadda ~
xDD
& i talked to Masri alot .
he damn funny , lol .
kambengg uh ~
and keep disturbing bout my boy .
keep disturbing bout my adeqq .
lolsxz
yeah i think dats it man .
oh so boring .
and tmls friday .
report to sku @ 920am .
and aftr sku , ill be heading down to Sengkang .
nice mansxz .
i miss my Sengkang peeps .
xDD

ohoh !
& im like officially broke .
HAIYAA !

i luv you too much , it shows .
all my emotions go , out of control .
good for you , bad for me .
when i could hardly see , from the tears that flowww .

baby i love you so , so much ):

you dont jump around , caution wet floor . - Sheila Ho :DD

2009-03-11T06:12:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY SAID !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

thats for Dad .
(:

yo !
:D
haha , okay , so ytd was Art-mazing Race .
for AAs , quite okay luh eh .
xD
cant say much .
lawl .
went back to sku and everything .
i helped Ms Sim type out th feedbacks .
got free Milo and orange juice .
lawl .
alrights , so Atiqa Babe & i camwhored , of course.
:D
oh yah , we were also stationed with the D&T teacher who told my klaz to draw 10 lunchboxes dat time .
hes so funny lahh .
and he keeps saying hes to hot to handle . lol !
oh oh , & not to forget .
he was promoted to become 2I's form teacher .
haha , sorry , i dont know his name .
xp

PICTURES !

feat Atiqa , in bus . :]
feat Atiqa , at statue :]
feat i-have-no-idea-whats :]

feat Atiqa !, much loveees ! xDD

oh oh !

and i had an upskirt incident yesterday .

gawdd , how embarrasing .

moving on ,

today is DAD's birthday !
110309 ,
and also Mum & Dad's 19th year Anniversary !;
(:
sadly its a school/work day .
so jyeahs .
met HOTNEBS after sku ,
ate and etc .
haha met bro .
took pix .
we were eating ice cream and everyone were like staring at us .
HAHA !
xD

oh , and i also saw Paul Twohill in th bus . he was wearing Yellow . aww . xD

onehundredandsixtysix ! :]
ice creamsxz !
aww , look at me . i look soo sweet ! :DD

alright then , i should be going .

i miss baby ):

upskirt ?.

2009-03-08T06:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHARIFAHHH !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

thats for Mum . :D

haha alrightys .
i woke up at 1015am today .

was told that we were going to Compass Point .

so yeah .

went there .

walked around and ate and all .

i saw Sofia Nadhirah .

damn , is she pretty .

lol , yeah .

went back home .

steamboat-ed .

and then we went to jog .

haha .

right . jog .

HAHAHA !

went with Mum , Dad , Bro , Aunt and Uncle .

and Aidie .

hahas i wore shoes and everything .

but in th end ,

i walked with Aidie th whole way .

like WALKED .

-.-!

haha fun tho .

we talked and talked and talked .

((:

haha then we shortcut-ed .

then sat on th Bishan Park sign .

and talked some more .

haha i respect you laa kays .

and your desicions too .

and cheer ups .

no worries .

dont be reps .

lol .

goodluck too .

alrights .

imma finish up my history .

goodnights .

AND !

thank you , Atiqa , for doing my layout .

HEHE !

and no i dont mind .

really , i dont want us to end . ineedyou . i need your words , your texts , your presence to make me feel alive . i need to hear your sweet words to keep me going . i need your everything , esp your love to get me going every single day . i need to have you with me , and i need to feel you here with me . can you wait for me ? can you not let me go ? can you do what you say ? baby , iloveyousosomuch . now i know that i have to treasure you before alls gone . please ? i love you , William . (:

& i dare anybody hop on my wings .

DEYHH xD

2009-03-07T20:34:00.000-08:00

Hello !

ATIQADEYHH here xD
:D

ohh-ohh , i logged into LEEN's profile w/o telling her .
woopsy D:

nvm , im here to change her blogskin .
((:

im sure she wont mind me blogging in her blog :D

im helping you actually HAHAHAHAHS !

ohh , im sure she's goonna sooo thank me for this xD

ok , i gotta work on her blogskin now .
buyybuyyy !

LeenKetam .

2009-03-05T04:41:00.000-08:00

like omg .
omfg .
i need IDEAS !
for history project .
i THOUGHT i heard somebody said that duedate was on September .
wtfsxz !
im looking in th net for Tidal Waves and Tsunamis but no shit came out .
somebody help me ?!
I NEED IDEAS !
P L E A S E H E L P M E !

btw i love darling .
(:

history .

2009-03-01T03:54:00.000-08:00

yo balls .
WAHAHAS !
k stop it .

there was once when
Terry came to my table and looked at me .
i was like , wadd ?
thn he went to Masri and said ,
hi , Masri , my name is William .
wahlauu . -.-!
lol .
" wah , police everything also catch ah ? "
PFFT !

okay , today we went to Novena .

ate and everything .

bought JERSEYY !

like YAY !

FINALLY MANSXZ !

chose a nice green & black fbt one .

but no size .

eff it .

so had a black & white adidas one insteadd .

WEEE ~ !

it costs like over th top uh .

so off my budget , hehe .

$45 .

but i love it .

I LOVE IT !

& also .

I .

LOVE .

SHIGGA SHAY !

WEEE ~!

everyday im hustlin' ~ !

2009-02-28T05:28:00.000-08:00

heys . :)

woke up at 715am today .

haha , not late right ?

cool .

xDD

went to ayg training .

needless to say ,

another intensiveee training .

went home and was tiredd to th max .

showered for th second time .

commed for half an hour .

left house w/aidie at 230pm haha .

in class , i totally shut myself .

i sat wayyyy at th back and kept quiet .

lols , damn tiredd ~ !

after tht went home .

hahaha .

at ayg training ,

i bought a can of

Ice Green Tea .

haha after drinking th whole can ,

break was over ,

so we stood at th positions .

thn th instructors all needed to talk bout some stuff .

so i was like dancing .

thn Atiqa went ,

ey , you in your own world ahh ?

thn i started to do this kick thingys .

thn Atiqa also did it .

haha thn we stopped .

THNN

i started to dance randomly .

thn Razilah was like ,

amalina , you mabok or wadd ?

thn Atiqa went ,

Green Tea Beer ar ?

HAHAHA !

wadd crapp .

lols , alright then .

i wanted to make almond cookies , but thnn .

ouh yeah .

Mom just texted me saying dat i can collect my phone back from tml onwards .

YAYYYYYY !

xDD

im drunk and im feelin down , and i just wna be alone .

& No . Green Tea does NOT smell like datt .

TODAY .

2009-02-23T05:45:00.000-08:00

today , i lost all shorts .
today , i bought a pair of new shorts .
today , i spent $24 .
today , i learned a new word ; FUNGRY .
today , is 2 months 1 day .
today , there was dance .
today , im so tired .
today , was not much of a day .

HIGHLIGHT : i got a necklace from Tessa for my birthday . I LOVE IT ! WEE ~ !

i wont run for you will chase

220209

2009-02-22T06:08:00.000-08:00

heylo .

today serves two purposes .
& two purposes only .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ATIQA !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

wahahahas !
today , AtiqaDEYHH officially turns fourteen !
i didnt get to talk to her otp and/or text her happy birthday at midnight .
):
far too sleepy .
jyeahs , so i woke up at 7am .
typed Atiqa a poem and birthday wish .
sent syg happy 2 months text :)
and then couldnt sleep .
Cik Amit & family came over for another round of my birthday celebrations . :)

HAPPY .

& ily baby .
2months and still counting .
(:
Forever .

Bring Me To Life .

210209

2009-02-21T05:15:00.000-08:00

GAMBARR !

NEBS Firehouse .

Mine !

Mum's !

Bro's !

Fried Vegetables ? Not mine .

This is from Kak Nadia . its a , Banana Dessert Pizza ? looks kinda , ahem , but tastes freakingg good ! xDD

officially fourteen / empat belas

2009-02-21T04:20:00.000-08:00

HI ! :]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LEEN !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !

last night , i called Atiqa at around 1030pm .
we talked till around 1230 at midnight .
WEEE ~ !
so yeah , she was obviously the FIRST to text me happy birthday .
haha so diff from last year . xDD
so yeah , hung up .
and thn slept .

in th morning ,
my grandma woke me up at 745am .
LOLs .
not late uh .
bathed , and everything .
left at 8am .
reached sku ,
i took off my shoes !
HAHAHA !
it was irritating uhh , so yeah .
thn AYGG practice started .
etc .
aft tht went to th coffee shop .
thn homed .
showered , dressed up , left house again .
headed to juntion8 !
xD
SWENSENS !
ate there , next post , all pix . :]
altogether around 100+ bucks .
hehe . damn shiokk .
i also got a FREE ICE CREAM for my birthdayy !
its called Firehouse Happy Birthday or somein .
there was even a candle .
xDDD
ate and walked around ,
i bought slacks , and pumps !
xDD
yeah , not much . walked around pretty much everywhere .
didnt buy much .
haisxz .
homed .
played com .

hahaha i love today <3>
dont know why .

anyways ,
YOU SHUT UP !
I LOVE WILLIAM !
he my Tarzann !
:DD

Lie , Cheat , Steal .

200209

2009-02-20T05:40:00.000-08:00

hello .

let me get somein straight right here , right now .
ilovemyboyfafvckinglot .
& hes th only one .
(:

so yeah , 2 hours 15 mins more to my birthday !
WEEE ~ !
im not really excited but ,
:D
i think imma update tml uh .
cuz for now ,
im kinda feeling down .
so so down ~
so yeah ,
all th funny things that happened .
tml or tml tml or tml tml tml etc kays ?
btw , aidie has left for Malacca with his family .
haisxz .
see you peeps around .

another lonely birthday .

2009-02-18T04:52:00.000-08:00

COMMON TESTS OFFICIALLY OVERR !
WOO ~ !

hahaha okay stopit ! xD hm , today , went sku . Mom gave me ten bucks for materials . woo ~ ! i love mom , she gives me $ . :D tests . lol , there was this point where a teacher said somein like , "your best friend punch you till you bleed" thn somebody said Lovebite . haha , dont be angry ~
hahaha ! yeah , after sku went to meet up Mom && Dad . went to Atiqa's for a while too . lol that Aki guy so cute bahhs ! gave me a box of raisins . lol . yeah , thn shopped . helped Mom pick clothes fr her outing . thn Dad was obviously bored to death hahaha ! i tried on a shirt , but i looked rather fat , so yeah . didnt buy . i liked one of th shirts i chose for Mom tho . hehe . yeah , thn bought stuffs and had bad stomachaches shio ! lol , so yeah picked up Iman and thn homed . watched The Rainbow Connection { replay } th Jianyi guy hot siaa ! lol , yeah , i also saw some peeps at mac , haha . :)

I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day
& make everything Okay .
- I Will Be - Avril Lavigne / Leona Lewis

Nothing's up , all going downnnn .

2009-02-17T03:51:00.000-08:00

lets play a game .
lets pretend for a second .
you dont know who i am .
what i do .
lets just put it to the side .
(:
th way you dancing .
th way you play th game .
th way you take away th pain .
th way you tell me you wanted somein by not saying a thang .
th way you got me going .
got me going out of my brain .
(:
i dont want your innocence .
i dont want you to stutter .
i dont want a commitment .
i dont want you to suffer .
i dont want your number , bby .
i want you to wonder .
(:
what you thinking about ?
got me waiting patiently .
i dont have to wait for nobody .
(:
picture you in my room .
until th morning .

today was fine , just fine . alrights so im soo lazy to type with enters now . you know what i mean . well then you should . anws , maths paper , malay paper . lol wth arahan salah . panic much ?! lol yah thn recessed , scienced , ldep . ldep free period . talked etc haha . quite fun . wenqi & tessa :) uh-huh thn CE went down to hall . Happy Toilet . thn after sku stayed back a while , and thn atiqa came over to my house . haha made cheese sandwich or sandwhich or however its spelled . -.-! and THNN , she came up with a brill idea for our birthdayy ! :) hopefully turn out okay haha . need to chip in $ , duh . i wish i could just steal , heh . so yeah , she left home at around 4pm , sent her to bus stop , came back , commed . thx , tessa , for th songs . :)

btw bby lost his psp today . hahaha ! why suddenly he so unlucky ? xpp wont syqq , wont . :)

ALSO !
ANYONE WHO STILL HAS GOOD , WORKING , PRESENTABLE CAMERAS WHICH YOU DONT WANT ANYMORE .
OR YOU WANT TO SELLL ,
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE CONTACT ME !
THANK YOO !
xDD

soft kiss and wine , sacred valentine .

just boiling in my blood .

2009-02-16T04:18:00.000-08:00

yo sup ?
xDD

todays papers were okay .
i seriously like the LDEP paper .
damn..fun .
but wasnt satisfacting luh .
missed out quite a lot of points and..
haix .
history .
dont even start .

so yeah recessed and thn lessons again .

ARTT !
woah uh !
i change the name kays .
justin .
Mr Lim .
FOUGHT !

ML : OI !
J : [stands up and makes th nodding motion] WHAT ? WHY YOU SHOUT AT ME ? NO NEED SHOUT RIGHT ?
ML : YOU KEEP QUIET !
J : WHAT , YOU THINK YOUR SPERM SO BIG IS IT ?
ML : [silences for a while] YOU WANT TO GET OUT OF THE CLASS ?
J : [as it wasnt so clear] WHAT YOU TALKING ? WHAT TALKING YOU ?
ML : I TOLD YOU , TO SHUT UP , YOU STILL TALK . YOU WANT TO GET OUT ?
J : WHY YOU SHOUT AT ME ? NEED SHOUT NOT ? NEED ?
ML : [total silence]
J : ANSWER LAA ! TALK LAA ! WHY NEVER TALK ??
ML : I TOLD YOU NICELY , YOU NEVER LISTEN .
J : STILL NEED SHOUT NOT ?
ML : I TALKED-
J : YOU TELL ME , NEED SHOUT NOT ?
ML : GET OUT OF THE CLASS !
J : DONT WANT NEHH !
ML : GET OUT !
J : GO OUT GO OUT LOH !

k , i know .
effing lame la i change th name .
HAH .
anws ,i turned to Keshini and mouthed , what the fuck ?!
hahaha damn cool man !
but thn OM HAN came and blahhs .
j could still ask with a raised voice ,YOU SHOUT AT ME FIRST RIGHT ? I GOT SHOUT AT YOU MEH ?seriously .
damn cool .
hot .

quoted from yz :
SIBEI GANGSTER AH NI !

alrights so moving on to after sku ,stayed back till 3pm .
went to library , study a VERY LITTLE BIT .
so went to blablabla .
homed in a 169 bus .

bby's pants tore .
hehe .
it was sooo uber funny .
i asked him what happened and he said that it was cuz he played smack down in class .
-.-!
he was like ,
wahlauu very paisey sei alot ppl laugh .
so yah , i was laughing to extremes .
and he was like ,
wahlauu see lerh you also laugh ! haiya .
and i was like ,
hahahaha damn cute !
thn he was like ,
ayo , cute your head ! haiyaa .
and i was like laughing laughing laughing ~ !
he looked so troubled bout it .
so yeah thn he went to fix his pants .
and .
etc .

im like SO EFFING SCARED about tmls maths paper .
PEOPLE PLEASE WISH ME LUCK !PRAYY FOR MEEEE !
thx u .xDD

i'll write a song that turns out the lights :)

peekchas !

2009-02-16T04:04:00.000-08:00

GAMBARRR GAMBARRR ! xDD

this is supercute ! on DIN's helmet ! xDD

L J S !

L J S 2 !

i like this one most ! xD

okay , so my photography sucks . haaha , my birthday's coming and mom asked what i wanted . i know i wont get it , but i gave it a shot anyways . i said i wanted a camera . i dont care what typpa camera . i . just . want . a . camera . much loves . :)

for you i will

2009-02-15T04:53:00.000-08:00

hi ! :)

i woke up pretty early today .

we went to Parkway Parade .

ate at banquet .
i was deciding what to eat in th busride .
i wanted Curry Yong Tau Foo .
so that was what i got .
but th Curry Yong Tau Foo was like soo thick .
unhealthy siaa .
so yeah .
felt guilt with every single mouthful .
but thinking back , its not always that i get to eat it .
but by th time i get th next mouthful ,
there was guilt again .
and then i think back again its not always that i get to eat it .
so yeah it goes on and on and on .
until when i finish it .
i felt guilt again .
BUT THEN AGAIN ,
its not ALWAYS i get to eat it .
xDD
moving on ,
went to Giant .
bought stuff .
and then walked around .
and before going home ,
went for another snack at ljs .
xD
pix shall be uploaded soon after i edit etc .
oh yeah ,
i also saw these super cute small boys learning fencing .
like woah .
when i grow up and { if } i have sons ,
imma send them to learn fencing too !
xDD

alrights then .
i have to go study .
haix .
good luck to all for Common Tests yeah .
im soo not in th mood .

(:
i have th sweeetest boyfriend in th whole wide world !
i lurve him xD

im screaming i love you so :)

valentines' , not as it is

2009-02-14T04:17:00.000-08:00

hello !

imma update upon request by AtiqaDEYHH .
:D

moving on ,

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY ! xDD

went down to amkhub for a while and it was packed with couples .
loads of em .
holding flowers and bears and etc .
so yeah thn went home .
HAH .

woke up at around seven twentyy , showered and went for AYG .
practiced .
th warmups were damn tiring , heh .
fun luh .

homed , dressed up and left again .
haha had tests .
cheated ohh cheated !
i was like ,
Sheril , can i copy you ?
haha , so yeah .
first test was pretty cake luh .
second test like..
heh , i open book uh .
xD
2 more tests next week .
one can open book .
YAY !

so yeah ,
common tests are so freakingg near already .
haiya nvm luh .
dont need study first .
cuz theres ALWAYS tomorrow :)

& sial uh ,
you damn fvking cute and hot and everything .
everything i want .
iloveyou . :)

imma go off now .
byeee loveeeee !
xDD

i love MONKEYS ! :D

sherbet bombs

2009-02-11T04:45:00.000-08:00

HI ! :)

currently no mood for things .

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words;
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words.
More words than I had ever heard, and I feel so alive.
ILURVEYOUUUU .

hi bitch .
what've you got to say now ?
i dont give much eff lah .
with or without you its still the same .
you know how annoying it is ?
you dont like her doesnt mean i have to not like her also right ?
i like her doesnt mean you have to like her also right ?
you LOVEE her doesnt mean i have to love her also right ?
why do you have to like , keep on blabbering about her ?
siak uhh .
haiyaa pape luh eh .
youre nobody to tell me what to do .
to tell me off .
dont like , step cns ?
kaw step besar , marah orang tk sedar diri .
aku tengok muka kaw da menyampah siak .
hari2 aku tahan .
dari mula skola sampai aku kluar skola .
sume ngan kaw .
aku da serikk .
ada masenye yang aku tknk ngan kaw .
tknk TEROS , kay ?
tapi at other times i just need you th way i need them .
NEED , mind you .
not WANT .
never a want .
i want those fun times back with her .
you know what ?
im actually dying to be alone nowadays .
even if im standing around you ,
i wish you would shut the fuck up .
enough said .

ONE wont manage to deliver a good buzz ,
i keep trying anyway ,
i know i did .
- How To Stop Smoking .

LEEN :) & oh please , i dont smoke .

" i cant watch first "

2009-02-08T06:16:00.000-08:00

HEYLO ! :)

firstly , ive made my new hp theme .

OHMIGAWD !

my phones' got his pix everywhere .

like everywhere .

hahahah , okay , so long time no post .

imma start with days/dates before .

020209 ;

i conference-called with Terry Lim and ATIQAdeyhh . :D

was called Shorty Pig .

was closed .

030209 ;

was called kechiq lyna .

hahs .

050209 ;

texted syg in ldep .

he was having english also . xD

thn he had dnt , thn assembly .

haha i love him . :)

060209 ;

was told that syg's friends call me Torres .

hahaha !

Fernando Torres is syg's bf .xDD
also , today th AAs went down to th Esplanade .

pretty fun uhh .

we did the Trial Run for Art-Mazing Race .

haha 1st qn , we dont know at all .

so we bought .

2nd qn , we were asked to choose a number .

since nobody did , i picked number 21 .

my birthday ~ !

then we were asked about th stick thingy .

& i got th answer right !

WAHAHAHAHAS !

im so smart uh .

so thn we moved on and for th next qn ,

i got OPTIMISTIC right too !

only i said somein like OSTISMISTIC .

too excited bahhs . xD

thn we moved on to The Young Generation or somein .

correct ans .

then moved on again .

correct correct .

everything CORRECT luhh ~

we are SMART . xD

yeah , AAs will be stationed at th statues .

HOPEFULLY can pair up .

i wna pair up with Atiqa , hehs .

some pix soon xD

070209 ;

supposed to wake up at around 7am ?

for AYG practice .

but thn i felt a vibration while i was sleeping .

it was SYAMIM calling me .

i pressed Busy and looked at th clock .

haha it was already 8am .

late .

haiyaa , bathe abit then leave house .

haha i think i was late cuz i slept at around 2 .

haha called syg .

hahaha !

it was..xD

practice already , went home .

bathed again .

went off again .

met Nadzirah .

skipped first part .

entered class .

almost fell asleep .

it was deadly boring la can .

btw , did you know ?

eating Vegetables can control your air mani .

AHAHAHAHAHAH !

okay , disgusting . xpp

ANYWAY ,

went home and was happy .

& TODAY ,

080209 ;

woke up at NOON , as planned .

ate , etc .

left house at 2pm and met up w/mom .

haha wanted to go out with NEBS but haha . xD

so yeah went to j8 .

i bought a small milo haha .

then i bought a pink Levi's tank top .weeee ~ !

bought honeysticks , Sour Raspberry .

they taste freaking goooood xD

and then bought 2 more , hehe :)

thnthn saw those pants .

wah damn nice .

went over and , as it was Levi's as well , it costs almost $200 .

I KNOW ~ !

but its fvcking nice .

i want it .

thn bought socks and slacks . :)

ate at ljs .

headed back to amk .

Dad bought Mom a ring for like around $300+- .

haha i bought like 6 pairs of studs , hehe :)

thn Mom brought me to th pants shop .

heehee :)

she said she'll buy me th jeans like i wanted for my birthday .

but , ofcos , it wasnt th one i wanted .

but it was okay lah .

nice also .

first tried th skinnies .

freakingg thighttt !

thn changed to another .

i asked for straight cut instead .

but thn she still gave skinnies , but better uh .

haha thn didnt ask for price until wanted to play .

haha $49.90 .

hehe but was discounted to $39.90 .

HAHAHA !

im so happy .

Mom also told me that she felt like spending spending & spending today .

cuz its been like almost 2 months since we've went shopping .

DAMN UH .

i spent like $80 today hehe :)

syg went shopping today too .

hehe love him :)

Leen :) rationalize the way we let it in .

you know me , right ?

2009-02-02T02:10:00.000-08:00

heys .

okay , like seriously .
im stressed .
my head is gonna pecah soon .
its like , everyday's such a busy day .
and i always come back late .
but its not like as if i want to right ?
ive got stuff to do .
ive got people to impress .
ive got duties to perform .
ive got positions i wna strive for .
and if i dont do these staying back thingys ,
i cant get what i want .
its like ,
i know my studies are like only for when im in sku .
but then .
im like..
i think ive studied enough ?
and i dont mind tuition la .
but at this point of time .
theres NO time !
i mean .
we can MAKE time .
but..
idontknow la !
idontknow what to prioritize .
im just fcking doing what people tell me ?
and you know what ?
you know why i like to play com at night ?
cuz its the only thing that sets my mind free .
its the only thing that makes me forget all my tiredness .
cuz ive got friends that make me feel better .
you guys just..
you guys are not helping .
you guys dont know what im doing .
im not staying back for fun .
im not going out with people idk .
im not going out to lepak or whatever shit you guys think .
you know that in th previous dance ,
i wanted to perform so much .
but i didnt get th chance .
maybe i didnt do my best .
maybe i wasnt up to their expectations .
and nows my chance .
AYG .
i wna perform .
its a great opportunity for me .
for th training days ,
i cant do fvcking anything right ?
i cant expect them all to change th days cuz of me right ?
and , duh , it wasnt me who..
haiz .
alright then .
i think this songs' PERFECT for you both .
will you ever understand ?
i hope so .
whatever it is , i still love you both .
i know you want the best for me .
i want the best for myself too .
but lets compromise kays ?
i cant be listening to you always .
and you cant be letting me do what i want always .
anyways ,
thanks mom .
thanks dad .
(:

Perfect - Simple Plan

Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I'm wasting
My time doing things
I wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that im alright
And you can't change me

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be
Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be
Perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing' alright

'Cuz we lost it al
lNothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be
Perfect

Nothing's gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this
Right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be
Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be
Perfect
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be
Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be
Perfect

alrights then .
i should be going .
goodbye .
hopefully when i wake up tml .
it will all get better .
(:

Leen :( its okay , im a-okay .

CHINGAYY !

2009-02-01T06:49:00.000-08:00

hello ! :)

TODAY WAS CHINGAY GAY !

* i meant DAY !

so woke up .
etcs .
Syamim and Amirah not performing .
reached kbcc mac , went 177 , sat outside with kak Mimi and all .
talked . funny . FUNN !
lol she damn funny uh .
hehehe .
yeah , and thn went kbcc mac again .
then took a seat .
saw kak SHASHA . xDD
and th AMKPnians .
xDD
lol , then th dance , i recorded them .
* will post it tml or so .
yeah , after th dance we followed them change .
then went out , already dark .
went kbcc mac eat .
then left at about 9+ .
reached home at around almost 10 ?
yeah , homework-ed and now chatting with syg .
:]
i love him , dont you ?
yeah , anw .
i waited for Adillah's dad btw .

i hate those fvcking Nyonyas laa !
i hate that fvcking MAT as well .
he and his whole bloody muthafvcking family can go die !
:D

i shall post bout today again tml or somein .
im so tired right now .

goodnights .

Leen :) ur so gay and you dont even like boys , no you dont even like p***s .

cheerios !

2009-01-30T04:23:00.000-08:00

hi !
so yeah , now youve seen it .
xDD
that was how th block behind mine looks like now .
it is disgusting .
HAHAH !
k , so yeah .
On Thursday , 290109 at around 1230am ,
th back of Sheng Siong caught on fire .
okay , so i already typed out what happened ,
but thn blogger gave me a problem .
so im not gonna retype em .
go watch th news or somein to know what happened .
heh .
anws , i caught a pix of th blazinggg fire .
it was quite pretty .
th heat [from where i was] was pretty nice .
and th smell of th smoke [from where i was] was pretty nice too .
alrights , im crazy .
anw , here it is (:

how freaky right ? lols .

totally couldnt sleep after that .

was really..

idk whats th word .

traumatised ?

paranoid ?

i just dont know .

so yeah , schools fine .

dance is fine .

im th ONLY substitute .

haiyaa , lols .

now i realize that i wna dance .

cuz alot peeps coming down to watch .

I WANNA DANCE .

Mrs Evelyn Ng rocks !

hmm , im still kinda bummed bout not dancing .

yeah , and thanks TERRY !
totally cheered me up yeah .
& i hope your sore that-one gets better soon !
WAHAHAHAHAHAS !
thx very much .
xDDD

alright then , i guess thats all for th week .
VDAY coming .
and i'll be like super busy .
HAIYAA .
im sorry kays , syg .

Leen :) amazing what a couple of years can mean .

Hero

2009-01-24T07:53:00.000-08:00

heys :)

woke up at around 11am todaye .
[ 240109 ]
checked phone and realized i had 6 unread msgs .
how cool is that .
xpp
okays , so three was from syg .
first two was sent at around 3am asking if i was asleep .
lol ,
the last one was at about 10am .
he said ;
Heylo piq . Hehs wake up alwdy ?
WAHAHAHAS !
so bad .ahahahas !

so now im up alone , at 1211am ,

cuz hes sleeping .

cuz hes so damn tired after his match todaye .

hahah .

i just love him . :)

alrights , enough .

hmm , today SHERIL was damn funny lahs !

i wna sit w/her again !
heheh .
piq ayam piq ayam piq ayam piq ayam !

ouh yeah and i helped AIDIE out with th theme he wanted .
im like so damn good at it luh .
heheh xD

so i should be going now .
Mom wants com and im like so rotting to the effing core .
somebody call me up ? :)

Leen ; i , you know i . dress me well :)

Mrs Brightside ! :}

2009-01-22T04:12:00.000-08:00

Good Day .

woke up ,
texted ,
schooled .
that guy texted me too .
hmm ?
i found out im NOT dancing for th 1st Feb .
im only a substitue .
wow .
oh well .
im gonna go and watch em !
& im thinking of bringing you , darling .
so yeah .
im soo gonna go !
xD
alrights , i gotta be going now i guess .
bye peeps .
:]

HAPPY 1 MONTH MY BBYYYYY !

like seriously , i love you so .
& i will love you more and more and more .
you dont have to worry bout a thing .
cuz i lie to other guys and gals .
but i will never ever lie to you , okay ?
cuz i want you and you only .
i dont care what they say .
ilysm syg .
m u a c k s !
xDD

Leeиɑ sayang William :]

nothing . :]

2009-01-21T05:35:00.000-08:00

greetings ~ !

alright , today i woke up at a normal timing .
bathed at a a normal duration .
dressed up at a normal duration .
packed , ate , etc at a normal duration .
waited at an oddly abnormal duration .
guess what .

I LEFT MY HOUSE AT LIKE 723AM IN THE MORNING ?!.
I RANNNN TO SCHOOL .
I WAS PRACTICALLY THE LAST TO ENTER THE BACK GATE .

hell , was i like freaking out !

went up and OM HAN was already there with th bunch of other almost-latecomers .
saw Sharlene , Yaorui , Arel , Layyin .
thn sang and all already ,OM HAN asked us to run 3 rounds around the parade square thingy .
i was like ,wtfh ?
que-ed w/Layyin .
[ btw sori if i spell your name wrong uhh :x ]
and then saw , Timmy { ? } , at th front of th line .
thn started running .
blahhs .
in my last round ,
AREL overtook me . xpp
wtv luh Pegasus House Captain . :}
yeah , etc , went to sit with class .
couldnt read / etc .
was sweating like shite .

I LOVE SCIENCE !
like , seriously la .
Wednesday's Science Lab Days are like DAMN fun !
xDD
well ,
at least i love Bio .
:D

yeah , MT was okay uhh i didnt really pay much attention .
Masri & me always the last ones who didnt give answers .
so yeah .

SL INVESTITURE ROCKS CAN ?!
wahahahahas !
damn cute luhh they dance !
xDD

alrights , then stayed back for abit with Amirah , Atiqa , Keshini .
Kuru kept taking our bags .
he almost dropped mine in th bin .

and .
right now my mood is soo effed up .
maybe im just tired but..
woah this songs so nice !
xDD

ask me and i'll tell you wht song .

MINAHS who cant even take nice pix of themselves .

Leen ; bound to linger on .

stfu :]

2009-01-19T05:09:00.000-08:00

hello again .

imma start with a ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARLENE TAN ! xDD
stay chio yeaah !
weeh ~ !

hmm .
today , started pretty good .
i guess th only thing thats calming me down is Sayang .
he's away at camp for three days , which is till Wednesday ?
and then Thursday..
whats to become of us ?
well , i dont know . :}
anw , his camp is at Jln Bahtera , dairy farm { ? }
so yeah , he stil texted me when he was doing the Flying Fox .
i said still can sms , later his phone drop thn good .
thn he said..
can , cuz he loves me and he dont care about anything other than me .
[: *flattered*
syg , will what that has happened to her happen to me ?
to us ?
somehow i just think that i dont belong .
but bby , ily & ilysm & i swear i will love you soo much more , okay ?
[:

alright , i told ------ bout that thing..
and then she cried .
IM SO SORRY !
i never meant to make you cry okay..
im just trying to help you alright .
sooner or later..
well .
hes a muthafuckqar .
youre better off withOUT him .
you took so much risks for him .
but..
dont cry hunns .
it'll be over soon .
you'll always have us behind you .
((:
you dont care if it hurts ,
you have to have control .
:]

i should go now ?

Leeи ; whatever makes you happy , whatever you want bby . :}

JYEAHS ! :D

2009-01-16T21:12:00.000-08:00

H E L L O ! :]

been a long long time yeah . ((:
imma blog bout schoool !
cuz school is funny , hahah .
start by date yeah .

5th Jan 09 :
Art lesson .
the teacher has a very thick accent .
hahah , so me and keshini were talking as usual .
and thn she said this .
hahah , you should hear how she said it .
was funny . xpp
"he looks more like the bitch ,so hes the son of the bitch ."
ofcos i cant tell you who she was referring to .
but it was definitely NOT the teacher . :]
and then at LDEP ,
first lesson .
was funny as well .
Mrs Evelyn Ng rocks la !
she told us in class shes Queen Evelyn .
xpp

7th Jan 09 :
i learned something in LDEP .
growing up changes people but usually its NOT for the better .
adults do NOT see beyond the surface of things .
theyre NAIVE , IMMATURE and CHILDISH .
alright , now , lets not get things too far .
keep my thoughts superficial . [:
and this particular sentence .
i agree to it .
" straight ahead does not take anyone very far "
- The Little Prince page 13 line 30 (:

one one of the days , Mrs Ng also told the class this :
ON THE 22nd of DECEMBERS , Chinese people eat the glutinous rice balls [ i think ? ] and when they do that , they grow 1 year older !
wow .
* gets lost in thoughts *

& once , Ying Zhong asked Mrs Ram for permission to the toilet .
he was holding onto a string .
thn Mrs Ram said , Go toilet bring string ah ?
LOL LAA .

8th Jan 09
a teacher told our class to hijack a cupboard .
WAHAHAHAHAHAS !

13th Jan 09 :
CARE talk . :D
THAI PONGAL !
xD wahahahahs !
in Maths , Terry said to Mrs Ram "Happy Pongal" .
but it sounded more like "Happy Punggol"
so Mrs Ram corrected him .
& then he laughed and said , "Happy Ang Mo Kio"
lolss !

12th Jan 09 :
"it can be useful , it can also be useless"
wtf ? (:

15th Jan 09 :
HAHAHAH !
alright , first two periods was History with Mrs Nathan .
etc etc .
and then Mrs Nathan suddenly talked bout the good food in Melaka .
LOLS !
she made them sound so good laa !
xppyeah , and then Mrs Nathan asked .
WHO HAD BEEN TO LITTLE INDIA ?
others raised their hands up .
except me .
WHO HAD BEEN TO KAMPONG GLAM ?
others raised their hands up .
except me .
WHO HAD BEEN TO CHINATOWN ?
others raised their h ands up .
except me .
and then Terry suddenly said ,
Wah , Amalina , you every also never go ah ?
LOLS !then Ying Zhong went ,
You were found in a well ~
AHAHAHAHAS !
also , Mrs Nathan asked us bout SBQ .
and we were like , whats that ?
thn she asked again , what is SBQ ?
thn Ying Zhong went ,
Whats SBQ ? I only know SBS .
diaooos !
duhh right ~
its Source Based Questions btw .:D

& currently studying on William Farquhar .
how..cute . [:
alright then ~
i guess thats it for th first two weeks of school . ((:
MATTHEW damn funny siaa !
xpp
WAHAHAHAHAHHAS !

anyways ,that date is drawing near . [:
ilysm bby .

& i hope these few posts dont offend/etc anyone yeah .
if you guys dont wna be named do tell me .
thank yu . ((:

Leeи ; what i mean to you , you mean to me . <3>

You'll Be Save Here

2009-01-02T07:02:00.000-08:00
eyloo !

[:

weeeeeeeh !
alright , so todays the first day of school .
Atiqa came to pick me up .
:D
she wasnt late . woah .
so yeah , and then went to school and the new seating arragement is ,
dumb .
UTTERLY DUMB .
im so far away from Atiqa now !
haiyaa ~ !
so yeah , then Mrs Nathan is my form teacher .
wow much .
blablabla .
then recess .
MT .
MATHS .
woah .
&& my Lit teacher is Miss Evelyn Ng !
OH MY GOD !
xD
WAHAHAHAHHAS !
aight , aight .
i should be going now .
:D
see ya !
& good luck peeps !

RIVERMAYA IS SO FVCKING LOVED !

oh yes .
not to forget .
ily ily ily .
SYG .
:D
weeeeeeeh !

Leeиɑ ; hes hot right ? his name is william . & i love him . :]

Brad Walsh Remix :D

2008-12-29T05:18:00.000-08:00
hellos .
:D

today was a school day .
WAHAHAHAHAS !
MD-ed ,
and then checked on the sec 1s .

hmm , after MD went to banquet to eat .
the CHEF AHH .
tsk .
tk baik .
so yeah , after eating we headed home .
uhh , then online-d .
was so effing boring .
sms-ed my dearestestestest !
and also that other guy .
and then Atiqa came online etc etc .

weird people ah .

and Atiqa and i also saw some guy who looked like Amirul .
but then..
nvm .
:D

alright thn , i should be going .

schooling again tml .
ATIQA's going school .
JYEAHS !
tyvm uh babe .
:}

bye bye peeps .

Leeиɑ ♥ Soиic'ice ; i like you a lot lot , think youre really hot hot . :}

New Police Story

2008-12-25T00:10:00.000-08:00
HELLO ! :]

okay , so im schooling tml ?
going to Cresent Girls' School or something .
HAIYAA !
dont want ahh .
):
some more Rusyaidi and th Dzuls comingg !
ATIQA ;
tomorrow follow uhh .
please .

william william william william william
william william william william william
william william william william william
william william william william william
william william william william william
william william william william william
william william william william william
william william william william william
william william william william william
william william william william william

(:
oh yeah .
my phone couldnt send sms-es last night .
DAMN ANNOYING ~ !
luckily today okay alrd .
heh .

alright , i gtg .
will update sooner or laterrr .
GOODBYE !

Leen (: we on the phone like da da da da da da da da ~

aku masih sayang !

2008-12-23T02:00:00.000-08:00
HELLO !

k , well , today is so damn fun !

yesterday night at about 1130pm called up William .
(:
talked until bout 130am ?
and then slept .
woke up at 1pm .
Atiqa called in .
she came over !
WEEEH !
its super duper fun la okays .
WAHAHAHAHS !
we webcam-ed like crazy !
lol !
William , happy ?
i know you are .
LOLLL .
nvm .
ILY .
anw ,
somebody thinks that Atiqa & i are TWINS !
COOL RIGHT !
WAHAHAHAHS !
okay , i gave her the 6packs of bbgum uh .
and all .
laugh like siao siot .

right , so i gtg .
Nebs wna play .
SEEE YOU ARD !

aku sayang William .
(:

Leen (: im the kind of human wreckage that you love ! :D

vacation ;D

2008-12-18T23:18:00.000-08:00
Malacca , Malaysia - 13-16th Dec '08

k , so i know you guys arent gonna read it .
but im still gonna post this .
heh .
xD

1st Day ;
went to sleep at Rusyaidi's house .
managed to sleep at about 1am ?
texted some peeps before that .
yeah , woke back up at about 3am .
hehs , then prepared everything and left !
texted my 2 very special people goodbye before reaching Msia .
((:
stopped by the R&R place to eat ,but th shops werent open as it was like , 530am ?
so continued th journey to Machap .ate there , i think ?
yeah .oh , btw .you guys were like extremely rude ?!
i mean , idk why also .
my mood also kinda shitty then .
yeah , then bought waffles .and the "MENU" thingy like ...
ahaha !
got back into the car and Dad drove all the way to Malacca .
i slept , heh . xD
jyeahs , so arrived at Malacca .
check-in time was like 3pm ?
and it was like 10am ?
so we went over to , er , the Kampong Alai place .
went there until like about 1pm+
ouh yeah , we ate there too . nice . ;D
SO THEN after that we went to the Hotel !
YAYYY !guys went swimming with Marliyanah .
that night , headed over to Tesco to shop .
me and Nebs ate at KFC .
bloody hell siot th kfc ! -.-
yeah , back to the Hotel pretty late .
slept at BED !

2nd day ;
woke up at about 10am and bathed !
at about noon+ we wanted to go over to Dataran Pahlawan .
but the traffic jam was like super rabak .
we wasted like a bloody lot of time .
so in the end ended up in/at Mahkota Parade . (:
we ate at The Chicken Rice Shop . heh .
then walked aBIT .
Dad bought me a BK ice cream which was like soooo damn high/tall !
and super good , and costed only RM1.05 ?
then the Dzuls wanted ice creams too .
lol , damn cute laa .
so yeah , soon it was time to leave .
while looking for th exit , Nebs and me bought these BAPE shirts .
weeh ! love my tee ! ;D
now i want the cap . heheheh . :x
so yeah , then we exited , got back to th car .
ouh yeah !
when we were crossing , this traffic policeman told us to wait for the red/green light .
we were like , okay .
with BIGG smiles yo !
and then we crossed already ,we turned back and the traffic policeman was like not there anymore !
ahahaha !
we were like saying we were ghost whisperers uh !
ahahahahah
!but i knew he was there !
i saw his uber big smile and his shades and helmet and boots and uniform and bike etc ! xpp
yahh , then waited for the other 3 cars , and then left for Hotel . ;D
guys and Marliyanah went swimming again .
that night , went to Umbai to eat . (:
CATS CATS CATS !
& i think i cursed quite alot . :x
anw when we reached there , these two guys in brown was like signalling for me and Nebs to eat at tht table .
err ?
hahaha in the end we went to the other side and ate ! xD
& at th place where they place th food ,got a LOT cockroaches !
like what the hell .
AIDIE pointed it out to me , Nebs & Marliyanah .
then the cleanliness thingy is like A .
and i was like , maybe its just for the drinks , not the food .
yucks .
yeah , after eating we went over to Mydin .
Nebs and me bought the SHADES ! for RM9.90 only .
& they were like Kids' shades luh . ahahahas !
kinda shopped until bout 1am .
and then headed back to the Hotel .
when we reached the Hotel , the lift not working .
stops working from 12am-6am .
why the heck ?
so yeah took the stairs . xD
luckily our apartment was like at the 2nd floor ?
reached hotel , talked for abit and then slept in my SLEEPING BAG (im not gonna move~)

3rd Day ;
WOKE UP AT A WHOPPING 8am TO GO SWIMMING !
ahahahha !
yeah , went to the beach first .
then swimming pool .
i didnt swim much . went up quite early .
bubble-bathed ! xDD
after that we went to Melaka Sentral and the other Mydin outlet .
at Melaka Sentral ; ate at A&W . yum .
then i bought a bag . ;DD
went to Mydin . etc .
NEBS got sick .
shant elaborate .
so yeah , back to Hotel after that .
that night , we went to the Night Market . heheh .
quite okay laa .
when we were crossing the road i was almost hit by a motorcycle/bike wtv it is .
WHATTHEHELL !
mom pulled me out of the way and the other girl on the bike pushed me out of the way .
i was like so damn shocked ?
cos otw there i was sleeping in the car , so my mood was kinda shitty .
after that i felt like crying .
imissmyfavoritepeeps! ):
after walking around for abit , i felt more into the shopping mood .
in the end i bought two tees with wrote , SAYA SAYANG MAK SAYA !
it means I LOVE MY MOTHER . heh xD
and i bought these other two tees which wrote , HUJAN and RIBUT .
it was th brand of the tees uh . ;DDD
went back to Hotel and ate ate ate ! xD
slept in my SLEEPING BAG again .(:

4th Day ;
woke up at 10am .
late right ?
Dad said 8am or what , but then .
Dad woke me up screaming , WAKE UP ITS ALREADY 10am !
& i was like , WHAT !
so i woke up and prepared and then ate breakfast .
prepared everything and checked out . (:
we went to Dataran Pahlawan to shop for some more stuff . (:
well , Nebs and me saw this nice tee uh .
but we were running out of time .
so we bought this Green Apple shakes and some snacks to eat in the car .
and when we got to the car and wanted to drive off ,the AIR-CON WASNT WORKING !
so we had to survive with open windows ! gaahh !
then we drove all the way to Machap .
i slept in the car again . xD
yeah etc etc .
bought ATIQA bubblegums .
then stopped at R&R to eat .and then back to Singapore .
in Singapore , at home , i MSN-ed . i texted . i teevee-ed . i friendster-ed all the pix i had in . (:
i realized that time time , i took most pix of myself .
AHAHAHAHAHS !
oh well . check em out .
oh yes , we also found out that the air-con will only work when Dad drives fast .
as in FAST !
and we cant do that in Spore .
so yeah , we drove with open windows
.and when we passed the Spore customs we were practically screaming YAYYYY ! -.-!
hahaha and we were at the Spore customs , we realized we were next to AIDIE's family's car .
so we were like screaming their names .
AHAHAHAHA !
we laughed like crazy and they didnt get it . -.-!
lol we're fast . ;D hahah !
overall it was pretty fun .
but it couldve been better .
MUCH much better .anyway it is , thanks for th trip .i <3>

WALL OF WORDS !

buhbye! ;D

` & . LEEN (: it should be nothing to a love like what we've got , oh baby .

& i wna get what i want .

2008-12-12T03:15:00.000-08:00
YOH !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOTTIE E'ZZATI & IMAN ! <33

hahahah !

aight , so im leaving tonight to Rusyaidi's house .
sleeping over there and leaving from there .
i'll be away from 13-16th Dec yeahhh !
;DD
my vacation's finally here .
i'll miss you guys .
and im worried .
dont make me worried .
please .

How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
All that I feel is the realness I'm faking
Taking my time but it's time that I'm wasting
Always turn the car around

not much to say here .
oh btw i rebonded my hair .
yes , again .
and im so fvcking loving it .
;DD

` & . LEEN (: we will meet someday <3

& whatever you like (:

2008-11-20T09:09:00.000-08:00
yoh !

thank God for waking me up today .
heh .

alright .
good day uhhs .
(:
kind of boring , but yeah .
text-ed aLOT .
& i mean aLOT !.
tsk .
jyeahs , anywayy..
today i wore my mcr tbp tee and mf shorts .
HAHAHA !
okay , random much .
i want more tees !
;DD
and more songs .
hm , aight .
oh yeah , shafiq text-ed me today .
he asked if my block sold shuttle cocks .
and i was like , my block dont sell anything .
hahah , damn random luh he .
ouh yeah , todays also psle results .
hot damn !.
wasnt expected la th results .
i truly regret not working harder last year .
alrights , uh .

isuddenlyfeelsospare.
whydoyoudothistome?
ILOVEYOU&THATSALLIREALLYKNOW.

hm , okay .
currently chatting with kakNADIA & bazil .
okay , hes very much excited .

[F=69845#Bazil Schweinsteiger#54896=F] It's hero time!! Four-Arms!!! Rawr!!!! says:
PATRICK JUMPEN!!!!!!
` ♥املين'-D-crew (: im not loving you th way i wanted to . - hustleen.bs ! says:
ouh yeah .
` ♥املين'-D-crew (: im not loving you th way i wanted to . - hustleen.bs ! says:
AHAHAHS ! :D
[F=69845#Bazil Schweinsteiger#54896=F] It's hero time!! Four-Arms!!! Rawr!!!! says:
my manager has got me a good clothing
[F=69845#Bazil Schweinsteiger#54896=F] It's hero time!! Four-Arms!!! Rawr!!!! says:
so if i wish to do jumpstyle i can do at AMK central stage

AHAHAHAS !
he damn well know he better give me tix .
:D
& i hope he dont mind he copypasting that part of th convo .
heh .
nvms .

yeah , i guess thats all .

OH YEAH !
DZULFADZLI screamt my name otp today .
hahahah .
damn cute .
((:

` & . LEEN (: we were both young when i first saw you , ;DD

& we made it back . ♥

2008-11-19T07:56:00.000-08:00
sup yoh !.

thank God for waking me up today .
;DD

day started great .
went great .
and will eventually end great ?
heh .
green ! ((:

kay , uh .
not much today .
we talked .
we talked !
it was a freaking good talk , alright !
im sooo damn happy .
((:

i know you got a girl but this is what you should say
why don't you tell her that I'm leavin'
never to come back again
you found somebody who does it better than she can,
no more making you cry,
no more them grey skies.
boy we flyin' on the G5, G5.
and we're leavin' never looking back again
so call your shawty and tell her you found a new girl
the one that's so , so fly
the one to keep you high
have ya singin' all night like that

offended dont tag . ;DD
so , yeah .

call me that again .
call me that again .
call me that again .
call me that again .
call me that again .
call me that again .
i love youuuuuuu .
call me that again .
call .
me .

& i love this , love today .
thank you so much .

ATIQA !.
hehs .
confident laa .
who knows ryte .
((:
cheer up uh .
i mean , to me .
if hes happy im happy .
love will find you .
;DDDDDDDD
i talk like real sei .
ouh yeah .
&& we both alot wishful thinking one luh hor .
it rocks , dont you think ?
heh .

ouhkay , so i guess i'll be going thens .
kinda late and i gotta finish up some chats .
:D
goodnight peeps .

` & . LEEN (: ILY , this promise i wont break . ;DD

& so long to devotion ,

2008-11-18T08:18:00.000-08:00
YOH ! ;D

dear world , i woke up today . ((:
thank God .

alright , we texted again .
:x
pls go fo !
hahas , alright alright .
talked quite long today .
WEEEEEEEEH !.

kay , thn headed to bishan junction 8 .
looking for shoes uhs .
yeah , didnt find , so headed to amkhub .
didnt find , headed to those shops outside .
;D
quite a number uhhs .
settled on these orange ones .
wth .
ORANGE .
wtfh .
alright , i bought green and pink socks .
hahaha !
& these days , im not using my brain .
like , seriously .

yeah , i'd like more clothes .
more money .
more freedom .
more time .
more life .
more of your love , darling .
(:
nah , thats all i need to fill up this heart .
yeah , okay .

ATIQA !
HAHAHA !
HIS HAIR COLOR DAMN KARAT LUH SEY !
im serious and not joking .
hehs .
no offense yo ,
if you offended pls tag me .
& hey , if only subway was halal , yeah ?
we'd go to every subway in spore .
;DD
oh , much loves girl .
((:
& thank you so much for your help today .

kay ,
i should be going now .
atiqa's asking me to send her my pix .
-.-

i wanna rebond my hair !
cut bangs !
spike !
and walk around spore like never before .
can i do that ?
let me do that !

__________________________________________

kay , blog is incomplete without this part luh eh .
xpp
im so excited .
thanks so much for your help !
god , youre SUCH a nice person .
but why never reply ?
haiyo .
i wna make friends lerh .
cnt meh ?
=]
lalalas~!

& audi sent me this teddy bear thing .
so cute !
th bear , i mean .
(:

& everybody say , I DONT CARE !

` ♥املين'-D-crew (: let me tell you a secret , i love deejays . :x

& my sign is vital .

2008-11-17T03:24:00.000-08:00
hey , hello ((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NYAI !
LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU !
;DD

what a day today .
i was sleeping ever so nicely when i received a call .
it was syamim .
i didnt answer , hehs .
yeah , then she called my home .
to tell me that practice starts at 9am instead of 10am .
-.-
i went back to sleep .
woke up at ard 835am , and bathed .
finished bathing at around 855am ,
did hair etc etc ,
left home at about 905am .
so much for rushing la kay .
studio wasnt open until about 10am ?
wth ? couldve slept longer la .
yeah , after practice , stayed back with th babesss <33>
atiqa , amirah , syamim , nadzirah , soleha & kak DIYANA ! (:
& kak diyana maybe joining our crew ?
wooh !
lols .
alright , after tht headed to sengkang compass point .
atiqa couldnt stop laughing at my granddad .
hm ?
alright , at hougang , waiting for train , i got a text message .

eyh , byatch .
wads your problem ?
what th fcuk does it matter to you ?
i mean , whether or not i haf feelings for him ,
why th fcuk must i fcuking tell you ?
what , you wna create another problem ?
eyh . stop it la kay .
whatthefuck .
i didnt start this and i wont .
& you damn well know you should watch your back .
BYATCH .

alright , now im at rusyaidi's house , yeah !
((:
& i never want to go home .
xpp
hm ,
ordered pizza , and bought like an effing load of food .
uncle joe called in to ask if i wanted this bag thingy .
its neon green .
WOOOOOOOOH !.
ofcos i want it .
i havent found shoes yet .
buying em tml back at my hometownnn .
shucks .
alright , i should be going yeah .
uh , ouh yeah . last note ;

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thanks yo .
ahaha ! wow , i chatted with oh jia fu .
good boy uh he .

#6 -I love her! says:
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` & . LEEN'-D-crew ( ; i will only stand my ground . ;D says:
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` & . LEEN'-D-crew ( ; i will only stand my ground . ;D says:
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#6 -I love her! says:
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` & . LEEN'-D-crew ( ; i will only stand my ground . ;D says:
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` & . LEEN'-D-crew ( ; i will only stand my ground . ;D says:
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#6 -I love her! says:
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` & . LEEN'-D-crew ( ; i will only stand my ground . ;D says:
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` & . LEEN'-D-crew ( ; i will only stand my ground . ;D says:
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` & . LEEN'-D-crew ( ; i will only stand my ground . ;D says:
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#6 -I love her! says:
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#6 -I love her! says:
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#6 -I love her! says:
i so good boy
HEHS !. ;DD
& could we all stand up ? ((:

` & . LEEN'-D-crew ( ; cos youre gay and just a waste of air . ;DD

& life goes full circle , ♥

2008-11-16T04:59:00.000-08:00
hey ,
today , i shall post in purple .
((:

yesterday morning , something miraculous happened .
well , miraculous to me .
kinda made my day okay , better than usual , i guess .
okay , what happened ?
i woke up at about 12nn and checked on my phone .
i got a text message .
i quickly slide my phone open to see who it was .
& it was him <3>
like , i missed him sooo muchhh !
((:

yeah , & today morning , i woke up and text messaged him .
hehs .
no reply .
then went online and he was online ,
so kinda talked abit .
and then text messaged afterwards .
and , uh .
:x
boy , i love you !
hm , yeah .
texted some other people .
and im so in love with these songs yeah .

tml is grandma's birthdayy !
WEEH !.
practice at 10am ,
im thinking of meeting ATIQA<3>
but she aint calling me .
so yeah ,
uh , thn afterwards maybe going over to sengkang !
gonna internet , eat , shop , celebrate and whatever else there man !
YAY ! cant wait !

oh , and i want prepaid toos .
oh oh , and you guys uh . tsk tsk .

alright , should be going before this comp starts auto-shutting down again .
nighties .

GRAB MY PARTY PEOPLE !

` ♥املين'-D-crew (: one , two , three , four , i love you boy . <3

baby , this is for you . ((:

2008-11-16T04:53:00.000-08:00
Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am

Some try to hand me money they don't understand
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving

Policeman says son you can't stay here
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving

I'm not moving
I'm not moving

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world
Hmmmm

and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving

I'm not moving
I'm not moving

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move

The Man Who Cant Be Moved by The Script

& accidentally in love .

2008-11-14T08:32:00.000-08:00
sup yoh ! ((:

give me th keys to my ride . ;DD

;D
i wna thank all those happy faces that keeps me going everyday .
weeh !.

hm . time flies and things happened .
and they happened really fast .
so yeah ,
erm .

8th November 2008 ;
their chalet .
was okay .xpp
funneh !
i mean , with them ?
veryvery fun .
yeah , so we went there with dzuls sienta .
we reached at about 1230pm ?
thn slacked abit .
thn at about 2pm went swimming yo . ;D
yeah , thn was invited to wildwildwet .
WOOOOOOOOOOOOH !.
ahahahks ,yeah , by th time we came back , they alrd started th fire .
so showered and then went to th pit .
dzul is seriously seriously very CUTEEEEEEEEE !.
& he finished my ice cream . -.-
k , then went walking around with nebs .lol .
kinda unglam , so we looked for unglammer ppl .
ahahahahah ! GAWD ,
it was damn damn damn funny laa .
& then there was this mat with pink hoodie pink cap pink shirt etc etc .
i wanted to take picture with him , wth ! xp
yeah , anyway , we sat at th foyer doing nothing for almost an hour .
and then nebs went to sports-stacking . diaoooness .
oh yeah , we also entered E!hub , and then quickly went back out .
I WNA BOWL !.
we came back to th pit at about 830pm ?
and then i went to th room for a while .
we got a room next to these mats .
and they were like smoking cigars .
CIGARS !.
hm ?
one of them were like , budak kecik sei !
& i was like , grr .
&& there was an extremely cute guyyy !. :x
at about 9pm dad , nebs , me & rafi went to E!hub again .y
eah ,there was nothing .
I WNA BOWL ! lol .
i went home at about midnight .
reached home , feeling totally fucked up after what he said .
slept .

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i still love you ,
i miss you .
i want you .
argh . wth .
i dont know .
i dont find it hard to move on but ,
seriously ,
theres only one word ,
two (to) say ,
three words ,
four (for) you ,
i love you .

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my turn no more .

` & . LEEN'-D-crew ( ; i'm with nothing but your t-shirt on . <3>

& lights , camera , action !

2008-11-05T02:44:00.000-08:00
YOH !. ;D

alright , alright .
now , life is pathetic .
MY life is pathetic .
& seriously , you're no person to make it better .
tsk .
my life is wastedd .

hm , okay , so i'm at somebody i dont know's friendster account .
and idk how th hell i got here .
so yeah man , to all those 3 people , i dont give a heck , alright ? xp
i havent been going out lately .
i lock myself up in my room when my sister's out .
feels good . (:

ouh yeah , my trip to malaysia was shiok as usual .
we reached th house at about 1230am .
and then talked until about 2am .
and then slept .
woke up th next day , andd ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KESHINI !.
okay , yeah , we hit th mall .
then we hit th , idk what place .
then back at th house , it was like 6pm .
ate , and then i slept on th couch .
:x
i woke back up at about 10pm ?
NO ONE WAS HOME .
i was like , wth ?
they went shopping without me !
my bro's bag suddenly got attacked my ants .
and his clothes were all..ant-ified .
so my parents and th rest went to buy him new clothes .
-.- tsk .
and by th time i woke up again , it was like 1am .
they were bbq-ing outside .
but then at about 130am they went to sleep .
-.-!! dang~
yeah , woke up th next day , and..
left at about 2pm .
was okay .
bought clothes .
xp
i wish to stay there longer .

RUSYAIDI's familys holding a chalet this weekend .
YAY MAN !.
xp
hahaha !
aite , i gtg . (:
chills !

& youre so wtf ?
i'm sorry someone else make me smile now .
jeez .

` & . ♥LEEN ( ; i'm not o-fcking-kay .

& dont even catch my breath

2008-10-17T02:53:00.000-07:00
YOHH ;DD

i just got off webcam with WILLIAM .
omggs .
i cant stop laughing .
siao-ed up yo .
so hot .
much hotter live .
(:
just made up my dayyy !
i'm HAPPY !.
are you ?
ahahahas .
okay ,
WILLIAM IS <3

okay, thanks to shahrum for his help ytd .
for th brochure thingy .
I PROMOTED NCC FOR THAT !
(x
yahhs .
today's lit is okay .
i just dont know how to edit th effects uh .
-.-
okay then .
i gotta be going .

cheer up peeps !

` $ . LEEN ( ; i worth more than what they make in beauty parlors !, vainpot & william are <33

you dont really want to say, no

2008-10-13T04:55:00.000-07:00
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know

And you over think
Always speak
Crypticly
I should know
That you’re no good for me

(chorus:)Cause you’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in then you’re out
You’re up then you’re down
You’re wrong when it’s right
It’s black and it’s white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
(you) You don’t really want to stay, no
(but you) But you don’t really want to go-o
You’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in and you’re out
You’re up and you’re down

We used to be
Just like twins
So in sync
The same energy
Now’s a dead battery
Used to laugh bout nothing
Now your plain boring
I should know that
You’re not gonna change

(chorus:)
Cause you’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in then you’re out
You’re up then you’re down
You’re wrong when it’s right
It’s black and it’s white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
(you) You don’t really want to stay, no
(but you) But you don’t really want to go-o
You’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in and you’re out
You’re up and you’re down

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can’t get off this ride
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

(chorus:)
Cause you’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in then you’re out
You’re up then you’re down
You’re wrong when it’s right
It’s black and it’s white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
(you) You don’t really want to stay, no
(but you) But you don’t really want to go-o
You’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in and you’re out
You’re up and you’re down

Hot & Cold - Katy Perry

te quiero amor mio <3

2008-10-13T04:42:00.000-07:00
let me see you pop that body ,

yohhs ;DD

i wna go to peninsula .
i wna go to th matilda house .
i wna go to sengkang .
i wna go to..
somewhere where she could leave me alone .

jyeahs, results are out .

english ; 65/100 - B3
home econs ; 44.5/80

lets skip everything else and move on .
malay dance .
wooh .
we seriously rock lahs .
wednesday there will be a performance in th morning for Jing Shan Primary students .
and in the afternoon, for th old folks' at Toa Payoh .
& next thursday, a performance for th PM .
cool yo .
jyeahs, then sms-ed william !
then homed .
i havent eaten yet ,
and i'm eff hungry .
so yeah .
& thanks, sintia, for th song . xDD

thanks, shahrum & th rest who made me feel better .
hhahs .
i will be over it lahs .
i mean..
some guys..
pfft ,
thts th thing tht hurts me th most .
cos in th end, i'm always alone .
hais .

` $ . LEEN ( ; i wont leave you, there are some reasons behind my decisions, & i just hope you respect them . ilyvm syg . (:

& waiting for the world to change .

2008-10-12T03:10:00.000-07:00
sup yoh !.

longg time yeah .

i woke up today, at around 830am .
thanks, deyhh .
uhs, texted her .
cos she wanted to tell me something .
pfft .
holy crap,
i cried .
i'm so ashamed of myself .
i mean..
i was already kind of suspecting something .
i knew we werent possible .
it still hurts tho .
she's my best friend .
idiot .
i dont wna talk about it anymore .
its gonna make me effing cry again .
byatch .

friday,
woke up at 830 as well .
MALAY DANCE (:
texted atiqa, bathed and she came .
went to sku tgt .
saw instructor in dance studio .
we were shockeddd .
like, holy crap, i didnt bring pants !
mdm suhaila wanted to brief us about th upcoming events .
1st ; dance for th 13 korean somethings .
2nd ; dance for old folks' at toa payoh .
-complete silence-
WEEH !.
first public performance .
JYEAHS !
and then th korean ppl came, we danced .
no mistakes .
MF MDs ROCK !. <33

went home at 1130am .
took clothes .
went to deyhh's .
forgot things .
went back home .
saw mellisa & hadi otw back .
they wanted to come over .
(x
then met th rest at kfc .
kak syuhrah , amirul, ariff, ashraf, firdaus, tarmizi, zaid .
saw aidie, fatemy, nizam & shafiq toos , (:
they were gonna soccer under my block .
weeh ! i miss FATEMY !.
lolss ! hes still short . no offense . xDD
so then we "walked" to mr ahmad's house .
pffts lahs .
my feet hurt . & i also fell .
ahahahahahaha . eff lahs .
I HATE YOUUU !
in th end, we cabbed there .
th boys squeezed into one cab . pffts .
met them at hougang st 92 and then etcs .
went mr ahmads house .
...
then went to atiqa's . foot got worse .
at atiqa's, changed into slippers .
shiok man . wth .
thanks, atiqa's mom & sis btw .
you guys ROCKKK !
then zaid left .
and then we went to ariff's house .
woah, uber nice man !
so nature-y .
damn nice . & th doors were damn cool .
and then his brother from amks came back .
kak syuhrah, atiqa and i were like,
exchanging glances . speechless .
xDD
then we went to tarmizi's . BIGG house as well .
then headed to ashraf's . ahahaha .
his teevee shows were, well..
(:
then to mine . weeh . (:
damn awkward uhs .
aidie, fatemy & nizam still under my block .
th first thing nizam asked was , kenal kasmimi ?
like, DUHH !.
pffts .
atiqa was kinda pissed . thn leaving, i stood at the door .
and amirul looked at me and said, tk ikut ehs ?
and i was like, uh ? ikut2 .
lol . (:
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh !
at firdaus', my phone kept ringing .
-.-
th boys maghrib-ed .
then went to kak SYUHRAH's .
holy crap, her house is like HEAVEN .
pfft !
5-room flat and so well designed .
theres even an air-con in th LIVING ROOM .
wth .
yahhs, then we left and i rode 76 back .
atiqa was worried bout getting home .
hahas ,
yahh, reached home at about 9pm .
battery totally flat .
texted william .
called atiqa .
called keshini .
slept .

wooh .
was an okay-okay-at-certain-times day . -.-

william, thanks for appearing in my life . (:
idil, thanks for the song that was "for me" . and you BETTER buy me a prepaid card when you get your pay !
deyhh, just thanks to you . i'm over it luhhs . i just need time . and thanks for questioning william . ahahahahhas .

` & . LEEN ( ; william , you're lovedd . (:

& one more day to two months, and then idk whats to become of me .

2008-10-03T05:17:00.001-07:00
yohhs .
again .

things has happened .
(:
lots of things .

hhahs, so jyeahs .
hari raya last two days .
fab !
took pix w/dzulkhairi .
damn photogenic .
x33

eeyer .
i hate him ~~~ !
DANGG .
-.-!

"i dont want all, later finish" - Muhd Dzulkhairi <33
sweet, sweet boy yeah .
(:

well wish me luck for EOY !.
i sure wish him luckkk .
& to those who ajak-ed me to jln raya,
ok la .
kak siti aisyah, kak hadeejah, kak nurul aisyah, syamim, ashiqin, amirah .
& syuhrah .
weeh, syuhrah th BESTTT senior pls .
(x
she rocks la .
hhahs .

right, okay .
goodbye,
dont even give a damn bout me la .
cos i dont bout you .
appreciate your cooperation yo .

I LOVE MUHD ____ BIN _____ & NOTHINGS GONNA STOP ME .

will try to update more laa .

` & . LEEN ( ; tomorrow is supposed to be th best day of my life , iloveyou superman, you're in my phone .

& oh, dont you forget .

2008-09-01T23:30:00.000-07:00
oh hello .

finally gotten internet from my uncle joe . (x
th Dzuls are over here as well . (x

okay, i'm gonna start with teachers day .
my GOD .
it was a traumatic event for some of you .
th others, i know you wanted our co-operation .
but you guys were so rough .
i mean, you want us to help, but everything we did was wrong .
so, uh ?
yeah, and if you were to be a little more gentle or polite,
maybe i'll get myself going as well .
i'm not pinpointing anyonea alright .
its just a damn fact .
what happened to 1diligent ?
mygawshh !
so please .
i swear, if all of us improve on our own mistakes, weaknesses and faults, it'll make the better of us .

i shant elaborate .
i picked up MELATI from her school .
i saw her boyfie .
hahah .
and i'm JEALOUS . xDD
yeah then amkp-ed all over again .

sorry fatemy , you could've came earlier . just know that we miss you .

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STFU .
i know theres something wrong bout me .
but you are totally NO ONE to point it out .
i mean, seriously, LOOK at yourself before you even shit about me !
let me live the way i want to .
you just someone who comes around me, and will GO .
you make life so difficult .
and when you make mistakes, I'M to blame !
and giving me this emotional blow will just make it worse !
firstly, you blame her, and then you go straight towards me !
frankly, theres nothing wrong with her and theres nothing wrong with me !
i'm just mixing around with people .
& its okay if you want people to see me as a lonelybitch .
i dont give a damn, theres many others out there whos willing to take me as a best friend !
and i treasure my friends alot .
i can say that i cannot live without them !
friends are a part of my life .
you just dont see it .
and do you know why ?
cos you dont understand me .
you never will .

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okay, moving on .
i see this guy .
i know this guy .
i like this guy .
i love this guy .
& for someone who doesnt know me, he surely makes me smile .
everytime i walk past or see him, i will smile .
i cant help it .
its been 30 days and its been confirmed .
iwantyou

hmms .
yeah i gotta go cook for break fast now .
ohyeah, i have green braces now .
kinda regretted .
hhah .
that has to be all .

oh, and KASSIM ANUAR #6047 .
ohmygawshh .
really something to see too .
xDD

` & . LEEN ( ; & nothing you confess with make me love you less , 30dayssss !.

& hello , new day .

2008-08-22T03:22:00.001-07:00
heyys .
this is for 220808 , yup .

6am in the morning, came my reminder it was th 19th day . xD
then went to sku,
first was home econs, cooked fried noodles . kinda okay luh .
then history , i felt okay , cos kinda interesting .
then recess .
she kinda pissed me off lah . left out was all i can say .
spent $2, as planned .
they were looking for japs, i was like.................
then MT , forced to finish compo . i wrote fcuk crap ?
yeah, me and atiqa ate my noodles .
masri and zaki went to help cikgu yep .
then, we went back to class for maths .
i asked masri for an extra pen, and terry pushed me towards him .
wth ?
masri left early for NPCC . sadded .
yeah, anw, i kinda talked to tzyyling bout how sku was for her .
kinda bad i guess, worse than me . sorry, tzyyling, after you win, perhaps you can enjoy and relax . (x
yeah, aft maths, kuru was outside klaz .
he was waiting for keshini . wow ?
then he said all sorts of NICE things lahh . i was like, whoa ?
then realized i said it out loud and he started punching me and atiqa.
-.-
sooo i found out kuru was going to tamil klaz with keshini .
hahaha .
i went to the cozy corner thingy . quite ok lah . free milo . xD and drawings .
yupp, then saw him playing soccer, as salihin told me, sec2s and sec1s against each other i think . i THINK lah .
yeah, then 130 rang home, and then went home . atiqa sent me to th gate, yeah.
imissyoualready
then went home, got ready to send bro to check up and HPB .
went by cab and homed by bus .
dzul was damn CUTE and FUNNY i tell you !
hahahaha .
yeah , then went to this booth thingy to show dzul . oops, wrong desicion, badbadbad one .
it was saying bout..safe and unsafe sex .
HAHAHAH WTH RIGHT !
lols~
yeah, so 7-11ed and then went home and now writing this .
mom will be calling kfc soon for her break fast & dinner .
aidie's here, and i'm not sure if he's staying over tonight .
he told me he soccered with zaki today . hhahs, how sweet rite .
bleah .
btw thank kimberly for helping me out with th blogskin , thanks .
see you around, and i'm gonna have to suffer this weekend .

` ! LEEN ( ; awhile , with girls . you let me down but never fail to bring me up again . i love you .

& wish you could shut your playboy mouth .

2008-08-22T02:34:00.000-07:00
hellos .
i can finally blog .
shall start with th few days ago yahh .

hmms,
yesterday was thursday .
thursday was our performance for the japs .
went to sku , brought costume , alone as usual .
atiqa came later than me , so i went ahead first .
naim , salihin , fairoz , iskandar .
waited for atiqa, and i passed her my costume, as i had to help out wit th japs .
went to look for them but they will be sent my their host families in th end .
wth .
then asked atiqa where my costume was , amirah kept it for me .
ok loh .
then sci lesson, mr timothy chen, with japs .
WTH THAT GUY WAS DAMN CUTE CAN !
LOLs . then terry kept pulling him to write on th board . he was so awkward ! mwahaha !
yeah, then aft recess, music lesson @ music room .
i wore jacket, and i felt damn sick .
keshini checked and told me i had a slight fever .
bad to worse, i didnt have th feeling to dance anymore .
so, at history, i was still wearing jacket, and ms rekha asked if i was ok cos it was burning hot and i was in my jacket.
i told her, i wasnt feeling that well, and i had to leave class at 1145am.
like YAY uh .
oh yeah, mak zhi jian offered me $6 for 2D class photo .
but no way i'm selling it .
its far to precious lah sial .
yeah, anw, i kinda rested th whole time . then 1145+, atiqa came outside class and i left .
i was kinda pissed by that girl when i saw her lah . if you think you're so smart then go ahead . what a disgrace .
to cut things short, we had makeup by all the kakaks, and i laughed a whole lot, thanks to atiqa and th rest .
performance,
we went backstage of theathrette .
first, indian dance, and then us .
DAMN IT LAH .
THE STAGE SO SMALL LIKE ONE QUARTER OF THE HALL STAGE .
then all is SCREWED.
me and atiqa were like, damn it !
came it a bit later,
then when kak nabila & kak amalina came in, wah, we only like had five steps per person .
imagine th part when 3 ppl had to walk backwards .
pity syamim cos her position was like..can fall off th stage .
ahahas , yeah . after that we were damn disappointed by our performance .
japs, teachers, students, audiences, ms sim, cikgu, please forgive us. ):
so yeah, went back to I-STUDIO and changed, lighten makeup and take out fake hair . lol .
walking back, saw yingzhong, and syuhrah, celestine .
and also 14 . wow .
yeah, then went to theathrette to join everyone else for th shows .
jap sch tour ,
we saw the HOTTEST of the HOTTEST guys .
whoaa lah ! in I-STUDIO, he and his group came in . then he looked kinda sombong . but when he walking out, one of th last, me, iqa and amirah were shouting BYEEE at the teacher, and then he suddenly turned and waved .
me and iqa was like OMFGGGGGGGGG .
that was HOT .
hahaha . he wasnt so sombong after all .
then we went down and th hot jap boys were against mf sec3 soccer boys.
WOW MUCH ?
hahaha ! mf were kinda good lahs . TIMMY said that th japs were good at passing but not shooting..? hahas,
yeah, then for every mf's win, th japs will like do 5 pumpings . WHOA LAH . WTH .
hahaha then saw 14 again . then after that wanxin atiqa and amirah asked me to join them in bball . i refused, fcking refused . and only me know why .
THEN th most NICEST part,
we saw AISHITERU guy .
ok, there was this random jap guy who asked me amirah and iqa whether we had boyfriends .
and i was like , "ATIQA HE ASKED THAT !"
then we were like, nooo~ .
then iqa asked, do you have a girlfriend ?
he said no .
then she was like , ok then , i AISHITERU !
then he like BLUSHED . HAHAHAHA .
he was one sweet guy lahs .
hahaha then we took a family pic with all th akitakata japs before they left .
so sweet lah they all .
then we kept going AISHITERU !!!
then th 2D girls shook hands with th guys . me and iqa stood there like, okayyyyyyy~.
hhahs, yeahs . then we cleared up and left for home .
went to habib for dinner .
homed, slept for the next day .

` ! AMALINA ( ; its been 18 days and you still dont know , i love you .

quietest cries

2008-06-21T21:18:00.000-07:00

heyys,

i think i finally know how to UPLOAD pictures.

i dont luh.

but i'll give it a try.

anyways,

i'm not so sure if today is the last day of full internet access or not

so, yeah.

i'll just speak whatever i can.

uhm,

i'm going to talk about yesterday,

since i didnt have the chance to post last night,

cos of nebs.

well,

same thing in the morning.

woke up at ten,

surfed internet,

bleahs,

then checked on mom.

she was worried sick about herself,

so was i,

i realized that i was acting like..

nothing was happening,

maybe because i didnt want to appear weak,

cos i always do,

i wanted to encourage and show my mom that we have to be strong,

well, she has to,

she has to fight,

she cant let it take over her,

& she was,

she was,

being strong.

i can tell,

& i'm so proud of her,

she must stay,

she MUST.

yeah,

i also cried in the bathroom,

hhah!

i know, i know,

but then..

i was like,

damn,

locked myself up,

and finally let all my nerves,

all the things i was worried about,

i let them all flow out,

my tears filled my whole face and shirt,

god,

please help us.

so YEAH.

i think i learned something ytd too!

but i forgot what it was.

i think its something about patience.

HAAHAA!

yeah,

sometimes, all you have to do is be patient,

but at other times, you just dont have to,

just do it,

& dont ever think about anything else

yeah,

ohyeah!

&&

thank you kimberly,

for posting my literature poem in your blog,

rofl,

super unexpected okay!,

hhah!

tytyty,

xDDDD

yeah that is ALL.

tml is schooling again,

bahh!

& tell her to SHUT UP!

hhah!

yeahyeah,

see yous!

**reminder: MEET ATIQA AT BACKGATE TOMORROW AT 7.05AM.

LEENFIASCO;; i'm sorry, ily, but she needs me too . now i'm in between .

pics;

our reflection is like, oh so dramatic, but style ah!
then the one that i'm alone, is for the person, none other than mums. iloveher. xD

HOLIDAYYYY!

2008-06-19T23:52:00.000-07:00
HEYYS!

well, i'm probably gonna talk bout my hols. cos it was great. xD but i'm gonna start with the night before (:

night before:
130608:
hmm, super boring day, but then at night, super syiok!
after maghrib, wakyah, and the three guys came over our house. they were waiting for waklan's call to go pick up a car for the vacation.. then, ma and pa decided to follow, cos they gonna go eat at jalan kayu. then my pa say the food there nice, so we go.
waited for the bus, very long.
yeah, then got on the bus, to amkhub, then took 86 to jln kayu. reach there, ate. the satay less than 5mins gone! my bro's prata not finished, gave along, angah & aidie, less than 5mins, gone! wth they eat so fast!
hhah, then we went to go the Thanggam LRT thingy.
WLAO IT WAS DAMN DARK LAH THE WALKWAY THING.
then suddenly, walkwalkwalk, angah and aidie started to run. everyone CHIONG! roflmfao! damn funny luhh. then the lrt thing was like..empty? hahas, yeah, then went to dzul's house, dzul was supercute as always, then went take the Sienta, then go the what ubi road or whatever, and took the Sunny. then drove back amk, reached home 12+, slept at 1am.

1st Day:
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had to wake up at 330am. wth! hahas! siap2 then left home at 430am. went down with aidie and nebs, then saw this article bout dexter morgan. & i thought i was real. cos it was everywhere lyk mas selamat thingy. freaked me out siot. haha then aidie was wearing lyk all redblack. then went straight to customs, waited, and reached about an msia bout one hour or later. then go singgah selalu for subuh and breakfast. i had egg prata and a teh tarik. wlao aidie crapped a lot luhh! hahah, but quite funny. i take his pic, he delete. -.- then car-red all the way to kampong. there, at first lyk BOREDD. then followed aidie and iman go play the parit. wlao they lyk..threw a huge block of wood and then aidie stood on top of it going lyk "i am standing on water!" rofl. yah, then go back the house, talk2 and me and aidie was lyk fcking close, lyk ten years never see each other. LOLs. yeah, then camwhored at the bridge thingy.. go check them out at friendster! then went downstairs, slept for 45mins? syiok lah got some rest. then go ladang. then come back, drink, was noting this down at 1705hrs that day. text him, no reply. woke up and missed him. had chilli crab for dinner. SYIOK!. then sms-ed, had more popcorn, then right after dinner at 930pm, all of us slept.

2nd Day:
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woke up 630am,
bathed cold water.
siap2,
talk2,
and at 1030am was when i was noting this on that day,
we were ald otw to the hotel,
read book all the way through expressway and didnt realize anything,
reached hotel, slack,
then aidie ajak go swimming,
so we went,
scared go deep pool, lol,
yeah, then went back up to the room,
they all went to buy food,
so left me, iman, aidie and my grandpa and grandma,
then they came back, makan,
then me and nebs reading book at the bar thingy aidie come,
he asked if we wanted anything,
i asked for chilled cincau,
and he threw ants at us,
sia0 luh,
was like, this australian ant, indian ant, arabian ant, middle east ant,
wth!
HAAHAAHAA,
then we ran away,
we played games,
truth or dare,
chop chilli chop,
watched tv,
and i fell asleep,
i dreamed about the fourletterednamebastard,
but i dont give a fcuk .

3rd Day:
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woke up early and went down for breakfast with waklan, wakyah and aidie.
the four of us,
eateateat,
took a pic at the fruit thingy,
seesee!,
then the half boiled egg,
we put pepper, ketchup and salt,
see how smart we are!
hahah!
then went back up, siap2, went out to shop,
went melaka sentral first,
bought MCR SHIRT!
wees~!
iloveilove!
then eat a&w then go for rounds, and headed to Mydin.
ohyah me and aidie bought a rubiks' cube each, and challenged each other,
lols,
yeah, then at Mydan we shopped like WTH!
i bought dance pants and deadbull shirt,
waklan cute lar! hahah!
Mydin, the bill was..um..
i got the receipt,
total was RM666.20
what a number, huh? lols
then go hotel, swam, syiok!
waklan and aidie held my hands and brought me to the middle of the pool,
turned out quite okay,
1.35m luh!
haha!
but must keep on jumping,
jumpjumpjump.
then swim here and there, then long2 alrd, we go up.
not that long luh,
got some candid pics, but didnt upload,
huahuahua,
then bathtubbed,
ate,
completed book,
yeah, then aidie family go their kampong a while,
well it was very long luh,
then the hotel was like..damn boring with them,
fell asleep 930+
wtf rite?
so early luh,
regrets.

we came to the end of the vacation,
the next day, woke up,
then drove to Jusco,
shop aBIT,
then headed for home.
sad.

oh yeah, 3rd day, me and my pa were sitting at the balcony..
we talked..
was sweet, yeah.
then i took a photo of us together,
its in friendster,
then he saw a rainbow,
he helped me to take a pic of it with me,
yeah,
was great,
ilovedad,
i wish it wouldnt end,
and we could get along better.

` LEEN<3;;>

screw up or i'll screw you

2008-06-02T02:25:00.000-07:00
HEYYS PEEPS!.

umm i think today is last day internet..AGAIN.
what the eff luhhs~
lets just get on with today yeah?

woke up 8am. went shower. just before showering ATIQA called me. good thing she did! hhahs, uhs, then shower ald, got ready for school. 9am left home, was going to teach atiqa dance steps with syamim && amirah (: i was LATE HAHAHAHA!. wee~ yeah when walking saw atiqa's dad's van driving past. so walked quickly then suddenly knee started to hurt like eff, so walked slowly again. so then reach ald atiqa staring at me and i started laughing on my own. hhah, dah gyler kot. yahh after that go practice outside theathrette. (: weee~ fun larr. not so easy teach her but not so hard either. stayed until bout 12nn and texted LOVE<3>

then 230pm TUITION. then did maths homework. then dododo and realized that i stapled one worksheet from back to front. IT WAS DAMN DUMB LAHH. kak nadia explain already..then suddenly turn th paper, "eh! what green cars?" LOLS. from measles to green cars. lols, thats why i'm using green i guess. then i was like laughlaughlaugh. yahh then go thru the 2hours like sleepy+sick. haiis. IMISS<3

THERE IS STILL MALAY DANCE TOMORROW.

uhs writing in so early today sial.. ohh i love this song;
I FEEL SO UNTOUCHED AND I WANT YOU SO MUCH
THAT I JUST CAN RESIST YOU
ITS NOT ENOUGH TO SAY THAT I MISS YOU
I FEEL SO UNTOUCHED RIGHT NOW, NEED YOU SO MUCH SOMEHOW
I CANT FORGET YOU
GOING CRAZY THE MOMENT I MET YOU
untouched-the veronicas

yeahs i'm going off. (:

NURUL ATIQA
NURSYAMIM
NURAMIRAH
ILOVEYOU!
hhahs!

` LEENA MALEENA; go crazy the moment i met you <3

010608 2330hrs

2008-06-01T09:01:00.000-07:00
HEYY PEOPLE!.

uhs writing in for 1st June. <3
010608 2330hrs - ILYYYYYYYYYYYY

uhs 1st June - was uber funny luhs! thanks to my sister again! we went to amkhub all that at 230pm. the moment we stepped out, we laughed and laughed and laughed. all th way to kfc we laughed and laughed and laughed. eating also laughed and laughed and laughed. from 230pm all the way to 530pm we laughed like crazy~~ hahas i LOVE LAUGHING~ & i love herrrr!.

after that we went camwhoring. wahhh like for th first time luhh! hhahs uber fun! go to my friendster and check th pics out! xD i love them~

then surfed the net..talked to syamim(: on th phone..called atiqa..bleahahas. then call her again she fell asleep -.-" so yahh talked to syamim, 3G-ed dzul, then sms-ed <3.>

well guess thats it for todaye! see ya tml where the sun shines & i get nagged.

signing off,
` ♥ . AMALINA; i dont wan nobody else, ily (:

broken eggs (:

2008-05-31T02:48:00.000-07:00
HEYYS.

ohhh i'm so happy bahh~
hees! idk why arr.
got internet again. (: mwahahaha!

BOY;
i just dont know if i'm right for you
i just dont know what to do
i just dont know why you choose me
but i wish to know why
i'm still thinking, about what my answer should be
but i cant make up my goddamn mind
could you give me sometime..?
PS I LOVE YOU

hahaha just now me & my sis were playing comp..
then suddenly it switched off by itself
dont know why larr
then, okay, we chill
told daddy and he pissed me off again
hid in th toilet and cried
HAAHAA
you werent there,
then lie down on bed a while..texted HIM.
he was playing soccer.
then me & my sis went to on th comp again
wah got lucky man!
it WORKED.
never been so happy.
yeahh then we play play play.
hhah cracked jokes and laughed like wthell!
HAAHAAHAA
then she was like "nonsense siah, talk to you laugh my ass off!"
hahaha thats the point right?
♥♥♥iLOVEtalkingtonure'zzatibtesaid♥♥♥
ohoh! & we have magic hands! maybe its in our blood. oh well. lucky us!

uhh monday need go back school again..
teach ATIQA how to dance.
HAHAHAH.
but like lazy.
then tuesday still got md.
then thursday also got.
then..FRIDAY!.
6th June..right?
going follow SYAMIM rebond hair
& i'm gonna have bangs (:
wee~

GO TELL THAT MAN TO SHUT UP!.

yeah thats about it. (:

signing off;

` ♥ MALINA; i'll have you, if you'll have me ♥

ohhh!.

2008-05-21T04:06:00.000-07:00
heyys,,
firstly, i'd like to start of with a darn big SORRY to that guy.. omg, SORRY luhhs!. jgn marah ta0s, & SMILEEEEE c0s i LOVE your smile. (:

schools still so bleahh. PE, played powerball. turned out quite fun lahh. first match, griffin win, second match, griffin win, third match griffin win. overall, griffin WIN. YAY. i reff-ed for th last game. LOLLLL. masri! referee tak kayu okayy!. didnt see MR NNNNN todayye. boos.

then aft geog, recess. eat eat eat drink drink drink go back class. didnt got spitted on today. phew.

then eng must do this dumb poster thingy. GPM TWO, I'M SOOO GLAD WE'RE BACK TOGETHER!. hhahs! thanks yea. make me laugh like hell in class lar. soo fun.

after school, went to meet up with syamim & amirah. stayback tgt for malay dance.. 330 malay dance, we danced in COM LAB 1. wahla0eyy feet damn dirty lah. then, find out only me, mim and mirah performing next year SYF.. followed by nadzirah..feza..solehah. hopefully they come lar. then practice with all th kakaks. damn fun larr. they damn funny!. HAAHAA. then they left at 5pm so left with th three of us again. we practice this step which was so bloody hard. hhah, i kept getting scolded lah!. anyways, 6pm, practice end, so we all go toilet, then home. hhaha.

oh yahhs. also, ytd Miss Patricia Goh introduced us to this song. it was soo nice, i'm so addicted to it. its called Twist In My Sobriety from Tanita Tikaram. ILOVEIT. go over to my friendster & play th vid. its really nice. (:

Well its th last day of internet, so yahh. SEE YOU NEXT MONTHHHHH.

` AMALEENA; maybe letting go is th perfect answer . i will , eventually . ): `LOVELOVE.

2008-05-20T04:52:00.000-07:00
HEYYS.
t0day was pretty sian.. hhahs, everyday's pretty sian.

LAGGED at bed, damn lazy wake up lar. but daddy wake me up like shites. then, wake up, shower, do hair bleahhs. and then so damn sleepy go sleep again. wake up already 710 and hair like fugg. after that rush to school. ohh i treasure this advantage of living so damn near my school. wee~

go school..bleahhs. school sucks. lets pass.

walking home, and th indian ppl constructing th shelter keep staring at me.. walk faster, quickly go up stairs, and then reached home. slack awhile, then eat, then got tuition. wahhh tired niia cann0t think!. so just go through th two hours. after that, wanted to ask aidie go makan. then so late already, so yahh, just makan at home. sad. craving to eat at th dessert shop.

after tuition play com.. play play play until now.. hhah! so long lah! anyways, today might be my last day writing again then must wait next month.. SADDDDDD.

aites, i'm signing off.

` A M A L E E N A; you pissed me off with your smile, with your texts, with your words .

it was a 19th of May, 2008 ; & she wished you were there with her

2008-05-19T03:35:00.000-07:00
HEYYS.
its been SO LONGG since i've written in. hhahs, thanks to those who've linked and tagged. thank you v much.

anyways,
today was damnnnnn shiok lah.
went out with ATIQA; first time .
we only went to amkhub actually. promised to meet at 2.30pm, but she came kinda late. i waited for her in front of macs and then this group of indian guys came up to me. i was like..shites!.
so i texted her to hurry up. and she was still like taking her own time lah! hhah, anyway, then we went to macs and i bought a double chocolate frappe. DAMN NICE SIAL!.
after that, went amkhub, walk walk walk.. go up escalator then go back down, walk again.
hmms, i showed her th $29 shoe that i WANT. so damn ex larr.
then when we were walking, suddenly got this man keep following us.. everywhere also follow. and we like panicked. so we go to the food place thing then he just stand there staring at himself. atiqa said that he realized that we were too pretty for him. LOLLLLLL. crap!.

after that, we wasted time lah. we walk here and there, and never really bought anything.
we went to th pasar malam, this fashion, then walk to kfc, to th mosque, then back to amkhub. we practically walked that route thrice. then we go back amkhub go th cinema there.. since we no money watch movie, we took neoprints instead. LOLLL. they are very pretty. HAAHAA!. then we waited at the coin place for th pics to come out, but they nvr come out. then we saw th poster bout th infrared th pics to th phone blablabla. we were like damn scared lah, thought that only can send thru phone only! turns out th pics come out at the other side. lol. after that, we disturbed th impatient cbs taking e neoprints. we go and open th flap when they taking pics. HAHAHA.

woah, write so long niia! okayy, lets end it up abit kayy.

after that, we met up with aidie and nizam. LOLLL. aidies shirt was like very striking lah! yellow like an umbrella. hhahs. then we sent iqa home, then aidie decided to walk home. wth larrr. i regretted agreeing! he took me and nizam to th amk park, then walk up the very many stairs, and took us everywhere! and it was damn hot lah th stupid weather. really regret. they almost fought at th road niia, but i just walk away like idk them. hhaha, OH YAH. i also bought this gooey thing for $1 and ended up throwing it away and almost throwing up. like ewww. so damn tasteless and...ew!!

damn, that was a lot of words for a day. but it was uber fun! sorry aidie and nizam, cos when you reached amkhub, we went home. HAHAHA; but serves you right lah. aites, i gotta go nows. i'll talk to ya tml, which will be e last day to, uh, internet. i think.

AMALEENA; shawty says that you're like a lollipop!. hees (: ILYs.